My Brother's Bestfriend-Louis Tomlinson Fanfic

Chapter 43

I ran into the hallway and out the doors to outside. I needed air. I needed to get away. He was following me everywhere. He told her he wanted to meet me, so he knew. He did it on purpose. He was deceiving everyone making them think he was a good person when he wasn't even close. Why would Ava want me to meet him if she didn't think he was a good person? Tyler had everyone else wrapped around his finger except for me, Amanda and Louis. It was me against all odds. 

I leaned over the grassy area, clutching my stomach. Don't puke, don't puke, I told myself. Too late. Up came my lunch and dinner. 

"There you are Jess!" I heard Amanda yell. I felt her hand on my back guiding me to sit down on the stone wall. "That sick bastard!" she said as she rubbed my back. I felt the tears running down my face and I wasn't sure if it was from puking or not. This was it I reached my breaking point. I hit rock bottom. "Are you ok?" she asked. What a stupid question. Does it look like I'm ok? No I'm falling to pieces right in front of your eyes. 

"No. I just can't deal with this anymore. This is all I can take!" I sobbed. 

"Jess we can fight through this." 

"Look at me! I'm a mess! Please just take me home! Or anywhere! Take me anywhere!" I cried. 

"What the hell was that? Are you ok?" asked Ava. 

"Jesus Christ! Why do people keep asking me that?" I laughed. I literally laughed. I was going insane. 

"She's...just..." Amanda tried to answer but not even she could string together a proper sentence to describe what I was going through. 

I quickly stood up, feeling slightly woozy but I shook it off. 

"You know what? Fuck driving me home, I'm just going walk home," I said as I started to walk away. 

"Are you sure?! Jess I can just-" Amanda started. 

"Yes. I just need to clear my head. I need this," I paused to turn around," I'm sorry Ava. Tell her if you want Amanda I could give less of a fuck anymore. My life's already ruined." Amanda's and Ava's jaw dropped and I took that as a cue to go. "Oh ya and don't follow me. I just need to be alone." I threw my hood up as I reached the sidewalk, the cold wind slicing through my body. If I would have known I was walking home I would have worn a warmer jacket. Well I had a good hour walk of being cold in front of me. "I fucking hate this school," I mumbled under my breath as I continued walking.

Louis P.O.V. 

"That's awesome!" I yelled in to the phone. 

"I know! So you have to come down for Christmas for sure because this could really launch our career!" Niall cheered in the phone. He phoned me to tell me about a possible 6 year contract they were offered but they needed me to go there first. 

"I can't believe this! I can't wait to tell Jess." 

"Ya how is she doing?" Niall asked. 

"Good. Things got a little rough but we figured out." Personally I thought things were better now that we weren't hiding things from each other. It proved how strong we are. We got dropped with a bomb shell but still managed to work things out and come out unscathed. Oh fuck and that tattoo, that was a bonus. 

"Oh that's good. I mean if you guys ever break up you know, feel free to send me her number," he joked. 

"When will you stop trying to steal my girlfriend?" I laughed. 

"Never. Because she is hot as-" 

"Ok! Ok I understand!" Other guys being attracted to my girlfriend always made me on edge. Even though it was just Niall and he would never steal my girl. But it reminded me of just how easy she was to loose to someone else. A strange beeping noise can from my phone and I pulled it away to look at the screen. I had another call coming in."Ok Niall I got to go. Some one is trying to call me."