My Brother's Bestfriend-Louis Tomlinson Fanfic

Chapter 46

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L: I need to see you Jess.
J: I told you Lou, I need time.
L: Please? I need you.
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L: I need to talk to you. At least let me call you.
J: We have talked enough.
L: Please don't do this to me Jess. I'm begging you
J: Stop texting me Louis. You're making this harder
L: I don't fucking care how hard it is. I just want you back
J: I'm turning off my phone
L: I'm begging you. Please let me see you. I'm a mess
J:I'm done Louis
L: Please don't say that.
L: At least let me say good bye.
J: Fine I'll meet you at the park by my house in 30 mins
L: Thank you
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I couldn't go to school yesterday or today. Not after what happened a few days ago. Because of both Tyler and Louis. Tyler because I'm scared as hell. And Louis because I'm heart broken and I can't stop crying. It's my fault anyways, I broke up with him. So why I'm I so upset? Isn't this what I wanted?

Finally after only a day of being apart, I gave into him seeing me. The truth is I wanted to see him too, I just didn't want to admit it.

I put on my jacket, boots, scarf and toque getting ready for the snow that awaited me outside. It was the first snowfall of the year. I remember when I was kid how I excited I would get for the first snowfall. How I wish I could be a kid again. With no worries or cares in the world.

I walked out side stepping on the newly fallen snow leaving my footprints behind. Every once of in a while I would hear the familiar crunch of leaves still left over from the fall.

The snow was light as it fell, it sticking to my clothes. I tried to catch snowflakes on my tongue as I walked along. It was something to do while I purposefully walked as slow as I could. I was not looking forward to this talk with Louis. If I could see him with out having to talk him that would be great. It's only been a day but I miss him already. I miss his hugs, and when he kisses me on the forehead. And when he plays with my hair and sings me songs. I miss all the good times we have shared. I can't believe I let one bad time ruin that though.