My Brother's Bestfriend-Louis Tomlinson Fanfic

Chapter 51

"I ordered some pizza if you want some," my brother said through the door. He was trying to buy me over, not fucking working. I was probably more pissed than he was earlier this morning.

"Go away!" I yelled in reply.

"Seriously Jess you haven't eaten anything all day."

"Why don't you just go fuck yourself!"

"Don't talk to me like that I'm your brother!" he scolded me.

"No you're not! Brother's don't stab their sisters in the heart!"

"Can we talk-"

"No!" I heard him mutter a "fuck" and then footsteps down the hall.

This was terrible I felt like a prisoner. Trapped in my room, banned from the outside world. My brother even took my phone so I couldn't call even Amanda or Ava. Right now I needed Louis but I couldn't have him, I wasn't allowed to have him.

Do you know what that's like? Being kept away from something that is your only source of happiness. I never knew until today. I never knew what it felt like to have something and then be told you can't and have it taken away from you in a blink in an eye. I was really hoping that Louis would have stood his ground, told my brother that he was going to be with me and then whisked me away. But he didn't, he just gave in so easily. Too easily. Maybe Louis knows what he's doing when it comes to my brother.

There was a part of me deep down inside that found relief in Todd knowing about Louis and me. We didn't have to hide anymore. Well maybe we still do. I don't care what Todd says or does, I will find a way to be with Louis.

Looking back on my life a couple months ago I would have never thought I would be where I am now. My life is playing out like some cheesy soap opera. And I know those things never have a good ending. Or they run on way longer than they should, loose all the viewers and become the laughing stock of the tv world. I am the laughing stock of this world. Even my brother said it, I was a mess.

I pulled Louis' ring off of my chain and slipped it off my finger. Sometimes I forgot I wore it, it just became such a part of me. Like Louis. I forgot what it was like to be with out him and frankly it sucks. This is hell.

I wondered if it was possible to sneak out. If I could just pop the screen out of my window, with out really making a noise, I could probably make the 12 foot drop to the ground. I have only tried to sneak out once and I ended up falling back inside the house. But believe or not I actually was able to sneak out, the front door was so much easier. My parents didn't even notice. Too bad I can't still use the front door. Todd would catch me if I did.

"Jess." There was a knock at my door.

"What do you want?!" I groaned.

"To give you your phone back." He was still trying to buy me. And if I wasn't so interested in if Louis has called me or not, I wouldn't have given in.

"Fine."  He opened the door slowly, poking his head in first before the rest his body. He was probably making sure I didn't arm myself with something hard to throw at him. That's a good idea though, I'll remember that for next time.

He handed it to me and I swiped it out of his hands. My heart sunk when I found I had no missed calls or texts.

"Louis didn't call, if you're wondering," he informed me.

"Of course he didn't. You told him to stay away and he's respecting your stupid wishes," I snapped. I threw my phone down on my bed, not really caring where it landed. He sat down on the end of the bed and I glared at him. "I didn't say you can sit down," I growled.