DECEMBER 2ND 2016
ryan ross created a private-chat at 03:20pm.
ryan ross added brendon urie.
ryan ross: this isn't real
ryan ross: you're not gone
ryan ross: why aren't you answering?
ryan ross: people don't just go away like this
ryan ross: you're not supposed to die
ryan ross: you never even told me you loved me
ryan ross: i never got to tell you i'm sorry
ryan ross: i'm sorry
ryan ross: what do i do now?
ryan ross: what do you do when you lose someone you love?
ryan ross: how did you deal with your dad bren
ryan ross: how did you deal with it when you saw your messages were delivered but not read
ryan ross: and you'll never see them
ryan ross: what were you doing at dallon's?
ryan ross: i should trust you but i guess it doesn't matter now
ryan ross: i don't understand
ryan ross: you were 19 how is that fair how is any of this fair
ryan ross: i don't want to talk to dallon because he loves you too and i can't do it
ryan ross: loved*
ryan ross: that's not fair either
ryan ross: i wonder what it felt like
ryan ross: suddenly you just don't... exist anymore
ryan ross: and you wouldn't have gotten the chance to think about anything you wish you could change
ryan ross: would you change anything?
ryan ross: things have changed for me
ryan ross: what are you feeling right now?
ryan ross: do you miss me yet?
ryan ross: of course you can't... you're just a rotting corpse now because nothing after life is real
ryan ross: no heaven no god no afterlife
ryan ross: what a fucking waste of time and belief
ryan ross: i can't go to your funeral
ryan ross: i didn't think i'd ever have to say that
ryan ross: i don't want to dress in black and listen to some guy drone on about how much your family loved you
ryan ross: i loved you and where's my fucking medal
ryan ross: it went through the windshield of a mustang and now it's never coming back
ryan ross: it's nearly 4:20 you're supposed to say blaze it
ryan ross: i'll blaze it on my own
ryan ross: love you too :(
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Message Unseen ➤ RYDEN/BRALLON/JOSHLER
FanfictionBrendon is seemingly incapable of settling down and Dallon and Ryan are sick of it, and a certain someone is almost-conveniently in love with Tyler. Of course, without the wonderful uses of modern technology, there would be no group-chats to sort th...
