Harry's POV:
I have to tell her. I have to tell Rachel. It's now or never. I can't back out now after that lecture i gave Courtney about being a hypocrite. This is it. Here goes nothing.
I took a deep breath in and walked into the back garden where Rachel was standing with Michael and Luke.
"Heyy." I greeted as I stepped closer to them all.
"Hello." I was greeted back with by the others.
"You alright Haz? You seem a little pale." Luke asked.
"Luke's right. You don't look well." Michael chipped in.
"Uh, yeah fine thanks." Is all I could come out with.
I'm not fine. I am so nervous, I just wonder how she is going to take it. She was about to move in as well. Oh, what a mistake that would have been. What was I thinking? So glad Courtney had that chat with me and Bri decided to show up.
"Can i talk to you for a second please Rachel?" I asked quickly and slightly hesatently.
"Sure, of course you can." She replied, so poliely back.We walked away from the other two boys and made our way to a quite corner in the garden, away from all the smokers.
"What do you want to talk about?" Rachel questioned, just staring into my eyes.
This is going to be exactly as hard as i thought it would be.
"Well, you see. Erm, the truth is... i honestly don't know how to say this to you, but." I began mumbling, unsure on whether she could even hear me or not.
"I am really confused right now Harry. What do you mean?" Concern ringing in her voice.
I can't do it, but i have to. It has to be done and now. I can't go against my word.
"Here goes nothing." I muttered under my breath. "Well, you're a nice girl and i loved spending all this time with you. We had a great laugh and some amazing times, but the thing is..." I breathed.
I trailed off half way through my sentence when i saw the tears streaming down her face. I gently rubbed the away with my thumb. This is so hard and seeing her like this. Just knowing that she was a rebound is making me think of how much of a horrible and self-centred person i am. How can so many people like me, when i am like this?
"I am sorry." I muttered and left.
I just couldnt bare to look at her any longer like that. She deserves better and i know she will get better. I have Bri to talk to now and to be honest i am starting to think i don't deserve her back. They are all too good for me. I am just some low life, who always has to have a girlfriend. This time i know i will make it work. I will try my best to because she deserves that at the very least. I do not want a repeat of last time.
Courtney's POV:
"Donna!" I yelled as i see her cross the living room and into the garden.
She spun around at the sound of her name and smiled at me, then waved ushering me to come to her. I held my hand up signaling for her to hold on a second. I ran into the kitchen and grabbed a beer from the inside of the fridge door. I walked back out into the living room to notice that she had already gone into the garden. I made my way out there to see her sitting with Luke, Michael, Zayn, Perrie and Ashton.
Ashton is really cute and the drummer in Harry's support act 5 Seconds of Summer. They are really good. There is four of them in the band in total, the others are; Calum, Luke and Michael, but he is the best one by far.
