Mother Knows Best

That feeling

•Four Months Later•

I sat at the table waiting for her then she finally walked in with her mid-size belly. She was wearing one of the dresses I bought her. She looked around and once she saw me she came to the table and sat.

Lovely: Hello Jayceon.

She smiled at me I forgot how much I missed her smile.

Jayceon: Hey Love, how are you guy day going so far?

Lovely: I'm great and He's playful today but she's quiet.

Jayceon: I saw your pictures.

Lovely: Oh.

By the one-word answer, I knew she knew what pictures I was talking about.

Jayceon: Are you happy?

Lovely: With?

Jayceon: Him. Please tell me the truth.

Lovely: Happy no, content yes. At this stage in my life, I don't have to worry about a man. I do me and he does him. We have one rule and that's it.

Jayceon: So y'all...

She looked down then nodded. I opened the menu so she couldn't see my face as a tear rolled down. So much for comparing dick. The waiter came up before I could talk.

Waiter: Hello, can I start you guys off with drinks?

He looked at Lovely and smirked. Damn I wanted to say something but I knew I couldn't. She's not mine but I want her to be. I sat there while they flirted and then I snapped.

Jayceon: TAKE OUR FUCKING ORDER OR LEAVE, CAUSE I'M GETTING SICK OF HEARING YOUR VOICE! DAMN!

Everyone was staring at us well me. Even she was it was like she was embarrassed impressed and scared at the same time. Then she got up look at him then me and everyone who was still looking then she left without a single word being said.