Beginners Luck

I Can't Lose You

Kaelyn

I took a deep breath and walked out of the bathroom, my heart was racing a hundred miles per hour. I don't know how Drew is going to take all of this.. and better yet I don't know if we should end this until we know for sure..

There he was, no hat, looked tired as hell with a look of sadness. I gulped and his eyes Pierced right threw me.

Ty walked away and into the kitchen, I wasn't sure where to even start with all of this.. my mind was blown, Ty loved me, I'm in love with someone I can't possibly have. I sighed and stepped closer to him.

"We need to talk" I whispered

He nodded and stepped aside, I walked outside and he followed. Sadie had found Waylon and they were off running around. I smiled because ever our dogs loved each other.

"what's going on I can't take this any longer" he spoke softly

I turned around and faced him, I saw the worry in his eyes..

"Drew.. ty and you and Justin are brothers.."

"I've gathered that.." he sighed "but what does that have to do with us Kaelyn" his voice cracked

"If your father.." I stopped and looked down "if you and the boys have the same father then we can't be together anymore Drew.." tears rolled down my face..

"Woah what" he stepped forward towards me pulling me into him.

I wrapped my arms around him I wanted to be with this man more than anything in my life. My heart was aching I needed this man with everything in me and I hated to resist him. I pulled away from him and wiped my tears away.

"How is this" he said is disbelief

I sighed "Drew.. Ty and Justin are my cousins"

"So if we have the same father.." he stopped

I saw the hurt in his eyes, the confusion, and I could feel his heart being let down.. because I was feeling the exact same way.. I gulped trying to stop the tears from coming but it didn't help..

"Baby don't cry" he whispered and pulled me back into him

"Drew what if.." I cried

"It's a big if Kaelyn, and we will get this figured out.. tomorrow" he scolded.

Drew

I was in complete shock..

I could be in love with my cousin? No way.

There's a spark between me and Kaelyn that's different a good kind of different. There's no was this can be true, it can't be. I can't lose the women I've grown to love and put all my trust into.. God please don't let this be true.

I held her closer and she squeezed me. Her heart was breaking, I knew the worst was runnin threw her mind.

"Kaelyn look at me" I pulled her back enough to look down at her.

Her brown eyes looked at me and I was shattered in a thousand pieces.

"This can't be true darlin God didn't bring us together only to be ripped apart" I whispered