Hold me close {{Larry one-shots and drabbles}}[ON HOLD]

Still

Where Harry still loves Louis,  and he's given up trying to move on. .

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When they first kissed, Harry still didn't know what he was feeling.He didn't know if he still liked the feel of Louis's lips against his, but Harry still kissed him .

Because it was Louis

The second time they kissed, he knew better; he knew that he liked the way Louis' s eyes looked in the light, he knew that he liked the way Louis smiled.

But the third time, Harry was positive that he was irrevocably and totally in love with Louis.So he kissed Louis, liked it was the first and the last time. But he kissed because it was Louis.

Months passed and Harry began to fall deeper in love with Louis, he began to fall so fast and  so hard, that he couldn't do anything.It was exhilarating; feeling like he was falling, without any support but still feeling like he was grounded.

When he felt his bare skin press against Louis' s for the first time, Harry felt every touch, caress imprint  itself into his skin, burn so slow and deep and it was wonderful , so beautiful. It was beautiful the way their skin contrasted against each other, sun-kissed  and porcelain skin melting into one.The way their bodies moved so fluidly,  when even their breaths were in sync.The room was stifling with the heat and lust; their breathelss moans and pants the only sound.

When they lay together, tangled in the sheets, hearts beating as one , the words 'I love you,' never seemed so perfect, never seemed so right and more than enough.

But after a while, those words weren't enough anymore. Harry watched as they drifted further away, the distance between them now a chasm and it was never enough, no matter how much he tried and one day Louis was gone.

Harry was lost, so out of his depth and it was eating him alive; when every single thing reminded him of Louis.So he tried,  he really did to pick up the pieces and move on.But he found himself where he was; surrounded by everything he wanted to leave behind.

So he just stopped trying one day.He just stopped trying to fight the feelings, he gave in.He gave in to all of those memories flooding his head everyday, he gave in to the feeling of how he felt with Louis.So while the world moved ahead, Harry was where he was..

Still in love with Louis, still in love with every memory...

Because it was Louis.

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