Hold me close {{Larry one-shots and drabbles}}[ON HOLD]

Wall of Lies

No, I didn’t hold my breath when you touched me,
No, I didn’t feel every spark.
No, I didn’t feel like I was falling,
When your lips met mine, slow and sure.
I wasn’t in love with you,
I wasn’t in love with you...
Lies I’ve been telling myself since so long,
Lies that refuse to let go…
Now that you’re gone, taking away everything,
I’m being held back by my own words,
My stupid, scared heart.
Would it help if I said...
Would you come back if I told you…?
That I did hold my breath when you touched me,
That I felt every spark, that I had never felt more alive.
That I was falling,
When your lips touched mine, slow and sure.
And I wanted more…
I was in love, always in love with you…
But now you’re gone.
And I’m still here,
The wall of lies I built closing in on me.