Alex's POV:
Grabbing my hand he led me to a waiting car. I watched as security guards pushed back the onslaught of fans who had gathered outside the YG building.
"Don't worry Alex, we will be out of here soon." I smiled as I jumped into the back seat, nothing could go wrong today.
Top quickly joined me on the other side reclaiming my hand in his. Honestly, I was so happy to be with him at this moment .
Gazing down at the new addition to my hand, I tried not to focus on the fact that I would be forced to leave tomorrow.
"Oppa, we really need to talk about what we are going to do". I said looking directly into his eyes.
"Alex, I don't plan on giving up on you, on us." He replied a rather sexy smirk graced his features.
THAT WAS NOT OKAY
"I know that, but this long distance relationship... I don't know if it's going to... " I was abruptly cut off with a kiss. There was an intensity in his eyes that shook my very core.
My soul might have left my body momentarily.
"We will make it work."
I decided not to bring it up again tonight. The reality was I was going to lose contact with him when I left. I felt horrible in what I was planning to do, but it was all for the good of his career.
Don't get me wrong, I loved him.
I was so much in love with him that I knew this is how it had to be.
I knew that there was no one else that would ever make me feel the same way, but I had resigned myself to my fate.
A cat lady, that lived in Australia in a single room apartment as an English teacher. Yes, I was being rather melodramatic but hey, you try running away from the most important person in your life.
I had you all fooled didn't I?
You all thought it was going to be happiness and roses from this point on. I honestly knew what I was doing was totally for the best so it had to be done.
If I planned the school work properly, I would be back the same year he would be forced into military service. That way we wouldn't cross paths.
But tonight, was my last night and I was going to make it count. I had to, so I could truly let him go.
I smiled at the fleeting landscape, that blurred as my vision did. Goodbye South Korea, it was nice knowing you.
Top's POV:
I looked over to Alex and smiled, I was unsure why she was hiding her face, but she still had quite an amazing profile let me tell you that.
"Alex, look at me?" I asked grabbing her chin softly and tilting it in my direction.
She was crying.
Why was she crying?
She was supposed to be happy, I thought everything was going to be okay!?!
Uh, what do I do?
Should I pat her head or something?
SOMEONE HELP ME WHAT DO I DO WITH A CRYING WOMEN?
"Top, stop freaking out these are happy tears." She said obviously noticing my distress at the current situation.
"Oh um should I hug you or something I mean..." I watched as she laughed and motioned to wipe away her tears. Grasping her hand with my own I placed it in her lap. Grabbing a tissue that had been in my pocket I gently moved it across her face.
"Who would have thought all I had to do was cry to expose on of you weaknesses." She replied moving closer to me. As she rested her head on my shoulder I smiled, taking in her appearance and committing it to memory.
The next time I saw her would be in Australia so tonight had to count.
Hey, she just referred to me informally didn't she.
Man, it took her months to start calling me Oppa!
"Yah! Why did you stop calling you Oppa?" I asked her, mock frustration in my voice.
"I guess I did, hmm... maybe because I cringe internally every time that I do." She replied with a smirk.
Man she was going to get it tonight.
"Yeah but you made a promise!" I exclaimed grabbing her hand and pointing to her ring.
"Jagi- yah don't be like this". She said with a sigh. She was still smirking.
Blushing slightly, I coughed on my own saliva as it made it's way down the wrong windpipe.
I can't believe she made me blush. I hope she knew the weight of the word she was using.
Alex's Pov:
"J-Jagi - yah? Aren't we moving a little to fast Alex?" Looking at his face I noticed the faint blush that had dusted the boy's checks. I felt a pang of guilt wash over me after I noticed his reaction. I was leading this poor wonderful boy on.
This poor wonderful boy that I was deeply in love with.
AN: "Alex, you're really being a sh*t person".
Alex: "It's for the best".
Top: "What is?" :)
AN/Alex: "Nothing!" :)
"I thought that's what I was supposed to call you? Or was it yeobo? B.I told me to call you those things before I left. He said it was a tradition in Korea to do after you get a ring from someone special." I said slightly confused, had I mixed it up?
"No, No, no!" He replied slightly shocked.
"You can't call me Yeobo until we are married" He explained laughing nervously. This statement broke my heart. I would never be able to even think about that happening.
"So, you want to marry me then?" I asked, again feeling the guilt wash over me.
"One day I do". He replied smiling.
That's when I kissed him. I couldn't handle anymore future talk and he didn't seem to mind.
For the rest of the car ride nothing was said. We just enjoyed each others company until the car stopped outside a really expensive looking apartment complex.
"Alex, I promise you it looks better on the inside." Top said laughing softly as he led me into the building.
"I'll bet". I replied, not knowing if I was ever going to make it out alive.
WOOOOOH another Chapter is up! It will be interesting to see what the two of them get up to! Thank you all for your comments and votes! You guys truly are magnificent! I am really sorry that I don't update faster! Alex 's internal monolouge is a little frustrating to both write and read, but she really thinks she is doing the right thing.
Until next time!
P.S: sorry for any errors
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