The Struggles of my own Incompetence (Big Bang TOP)

Eh What?!?

"Finishing what we started yesterday.";)

Now guys it was totally awesome I mean, he had a chair behind him and everything. Just like in the movies.

Pushing Top onto the chair I straddled him . His look of shock only intensified upon my action. I smirked before placing a hand on his chin to tilt his head forward.

You can guess what happened next.

I kissed him.

The funny thing was, he didn't try to stop me . Here I was straddling one of the hottest men in Korea shirtless.

And let me tell you all; the feeling was quite grand.

What I wasn't prepared for was what he did next. Lifting me up he swung me over to the makeup table . Not once breaking from our kiss. Things were getting pretty heated guys. I really didn't  know if I could handle it.

I felt his hands slide from waist towards my ass . Now I knew I should have stopped him here but I was just so caught up in the moment you know? He was moving way to fast , the next thing I knew his hands had started moving under my top.

SERIOUSLY BY NOW THERE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A KNOCK AT THE DOOR OR SOMETHING?!?

I refuse to admit that I was enjoying it so much that I may have moaned a little. God how embarrassing.
I honestly wondered what he was thinking.
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Still no knock ...

Okay, Come on !  SOMEONE SHOULD REALLY INTERRUPT NOW!  I'm pretty sure it ... oh god             h-h-ow  do I stop this. I can't believe this guy was managing to get me to stutter in my head.

"I guess thing aren't quite going to plan are they Alex " Said Top between kisses. The bastard totally enjoying this. I mean sure, I was too but it's sort of ridiculous that things were not working out as I planned. -_-

"What do you mean!" I half yelled half moaned ( seriously -_-). Flipping him over I straddled him once more. Unfortunately for you reading, I'm quite competitive which means I was not going to lose today.

I smirked as his eyes widened again. I might be a girl but that doesn't mean that I'm a weakling.

It was then that a knock at the door was heard, Seungri didn't exactly give us a lot of time to separate which is why he may have found us in a compromising position .

"Look the interview is going to start soon Hyung, it might be a good idea to put a shirt on." He said before walking back out.

So what did he see? Essentially I was on the floor Top still very much shirtless and hovering over my body. If only he had come in earlier, the things that boy would have seen.

"So, I guess I won then" Said Top with his signature smirk.

"You may think you have, but boy I'm not the one with a raging boner about to go out for an interview."  MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~ I responded pushing the boy away. Standing up  I sent a wink his way. Noticing a lush blush dot his cheeks.

"Admit it Alex, you like me." He said putting the rest of the clothes on. Which was an absolute shame everyone, since we rarely ever see the boy shirtless. Additionally ,I would also like to point out that he was 100 percent correct. Which means that life going to get difficult especially if I said it aloud.

"So you finally worked it out, points to you babe." I said rolling my eyes. I figured the best option would be to totally play it cool.  Look I feel like total douche, one day I might say it for real.

"Get dressed O.p.pa  you're going to miss your interview." I made a move towards the door of the room. I needed to straighten myself up before making it to set.

" I do not have a boner because of you, let's just get that straight!" Said Top pretty lamely. I know he liked it his body doesn't lie. Muhahahahahaha~

Rushing back to my room I slammed the door shut behind me. While I wasn't technically supposed to be on the show I had a feeling I would have some forced exposure.

Slamming my door, I quickly ran to the mirror and noticed some alterations to my current state of dress.

My hair was an absolute mess -_- so naturally I had to attack that first.
Clothes wise I had to change into one of those ridiculous outfits they have on the show.
Lucky me. Haha.lol what. The. Hell. Just. Happened.

It was only then that I realised what had just happens between myself and Top. To say I had a few questions would be quite the understatement.

I really wanted to know what he was thinking. Sure I feel he's getting possessive, I mean we all know how he reacted when Bobby found out about my secret. But then again he could just see me as a toy.

He obviously doesn't see me like a sister because there is no way in hell he would kiss me like that.

Bloody hell, what am I going to do about these silly feelings of mine. Top was part of one of the biggest k-pop groups in the world and I could totally ruin his career if I got any closer. I think it's time I seriously consider how much longer I spend in ikon.

I could ruin everyone's future. How could these thoughts only dawn on me now. I combed a brush through my ratty hair while I continued along the same thought process.

What if I was discovered. How many people would it effect? I came to the realisation that what I was doing was incredibly selfish. I mean, I could ruin everything.
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I had a big decision to make and I knew which ever road I took was not going to be a basket of roses.

Hello everybody! How's it all going?!? Thank you to all who have been voting, adding this story to reading lists and following. But also thanks for your patience. As usual Uni is kicking my butt but (hehe) you guys are truly awesome! I'm going to aim for 3 chapters a month!
I know it's shorter than usual but I didn't want to take that interaction any further just yet.
Also, what do you think Alex should do huh?
Peace out