The Struggles of my own Incompetence (Big Bang TOP)

Not another filler chapter -_-

Heads up there is a little swearing! Thanks for reading dudes! I know it's short but I had to write it this way! Longer chapter coming next time! 

He kissed me softly before parting pulling back.

"Why did you stop?" I asked slightly annoyed that he didn't continue the kiss.

"Because, I have something I want to give you." He said pulling out a small square shaped box. The box itself was covered in a blue velvet and had a gold trim.

It looked expensive.

Which could only mean one thing?

I was in trouble.

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"You're not going to do what I think you are are you?" I said panicking looking for the nearest exit. It could just be a necklace Alex. You don't need to freak out just yet. 

BREATHE 

My thoughts were interrupted as I watched in horror as Top slid, rather elegantly onto one knee.

"Alex, I have been thinking about you ever since our last night in Korea." He said before pausing briefly, I stood there in shock completely unable move or speak. 

"You need to know that these last few months away from you have been extremely difficult for me." He paused again, taking in my panicked state. 

Abort Mission now. 

I really needed to get out of here now.

I was going to get someone or myself killed. 

Smiling softly he grabbed my hand, pulling me closer to him. 

"Alex, I love you and I want you to be a part of my life." "Which is why I ..." He let go of my hand, to fumble with the box. 

"Top, I don't think I..." I started turning away from him. 

This was so not happening. 

"Alex, look at me". He said, I could hear the pain in his voice. I just couldn't bring myself to look at him . 

I knew if I did I would end up saying yes. 

I loved him too. 

"I can't, I just I can't!" I moaned in frustration. I heard some awkward shuffling as he moved himself into my line of sight. 

The bastard was still on one knee. 

"Alex, you can and I know you want to." He responded, I tried not to laughed at his now disheveled state. 

"Don't you dare ask me that question," I replied,  avoiding eye contact. 

"What do you mean? And can you stop moving around! I'm getting some serious carpet burn on my leg here!" He groaned, frustrated at the situation he had created. 

"Did I ask you to get down on one knee?" I responded sassily, rolling my eyes at the fact we were even having this conversation. 

"Are you serious, I'm trying to do something really big and romantic here and you keep telling me not to say it!" He replied, the frustration extremely evident in his tone of voice. 

"Why is the women I love such an idiot!" He continued before leaning on the wall slightly obviously feeling some type of cramp in the one leg holding up his entire body weight. 

"Are you seriously, trying to argue with me here?" I replied before he had a chance to say anymore.

"I'm sick of your shit Top, I get it I love you, you love me, let's just leave it at that and go do the concert." I continued trying my best not to get agitated with the older man. 

"Just shut up for a minute, won't you? I have something really important to ask you!" He yelled rubbing his forehead. 

"Yeah I get that, but I don't want..." I started before I was rudely interrupted. 

"Screw this, Alex will you marry me?" He said grabbing my arm and forcing me to look into his eyes. 

It was like all the thoughts that were running through my head had stopped. 

I knew this was coming. 

Obviously, he knew what was going on. 

Before I could stop myself, I responded stupidly. 

Ignoring every conscious thought I had. 

"Ugh yeah". I said dumbly bushing like the idiot I was.   

"F*ck, really?" He replied laughing a little.  I would imagine it was from the shock. 

I was in shock at least. 

"Really, really," I said before looking at the new addition he had slipped onto my finger. 

Man, I was so screwed.