The Struggles of my own Incompetence (Big Bang TOP)

Is this where it all ends?

Alex's POV 

I reached for my phone, pushing past everyone in my path to the entrance. Motioning for a Taxi I got in and didn't look back.  

Bobby, I had to let him know what was happening.  I thought before making the call.  Now was not the time for crying I could do plenty of that later. With TOP out of way I had to stay strong. 

Big Bang were having one of the most amazing come- backs and I couldn't ruin it . 

"Bobby, it's me we need to talk." I said over the phone in english.  I would be back at YG soon and I really needed to get this all done ASAP. 

"Okay." He responded, clearly knowing something was up. He didn't know what though. Surprise motherf*ckers I'm leaving was I could think. Biting back a smile. Bitter as it was at least I could make light of the situation. 

"I'll be back at YG in about 20 minutes," I said, before hanging up the phone. I started looking up flights to Melbourne, the earliest I could see was tomorrow at 5am so that's when I needed everything to be done by. Booking my flight I started to formulate my plan of attack. 

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Bobby's POV

"Hyung, who was that?" Asked Jun-hoe, I answered unaware of what I would be in for when she came back. 

"Alex, he's coming back early" I responded, placing the book I had been reading on the coffee table. Most of the group had gone out. It was rare to have a break in our busy schedule so it was good to take advantage of it all. 

"I was just about to go and get some Iced Coffees, I'll get one for him too." Said Jun-hoe, making a move for his wallet. I nodded, walking him to the front entrance noticing a taxi pull up out front. 

"Alex..." I stopped,  shocked by the expression on her face.  I could tell she was holding back tears. Running over to her I ushered her inside. I had a strong feeling I was not going to like what  was going to happen next. 

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Alex's Pov

Grabbing onto Bobby's arm I realised I needed his support as we made our way through YG to our room. The corridors, full of lively individuals excited with the prospect of the upcoming Mama awards.  

I wouldn't be there.  

Come on Alex get yourself together! How are you going to leave if you can barely walk through the company! 

"Bobby, I can't do this anymore." I said turning to him as I walked into our room. 

" What do you mean?" He responded incredulously. He knew exactly what I meant. 

"I'm quitting Ikon. I have already booked my flight for tomorrow." I replied trying my best to hold his gaze. If I looked away first it might weaken my resolve and I knew I couldn't let that happen. 

"You can't! Don't you realise how important you are to the group?" He responded, the  hurt evident in his voice. Another person I had to break all ties with. I thought Bobby would understand. 

"BOBBY, IF I GET EXPOSED IT WOULD RUIN EVERYTHING! CAN YOU IMAGINE THE SCANDAL? I CAN'T BE RESPONSIBLE FOR IKON FAILING! EVERYONE HAS WORKED SO HARD!" I yelled trying my best not to punch him. I wish I could have told TOP the same thing, but I knew he would have made me stay. 

"YOU THINK I DON'T KNOW THAT? THERE IS A REASON WHY I HAVEN'T TOLD ANYONE WHY YOU'RE A GIRL! IDIOT! YOU ARE TOO BIG A PART OF US TO LEAVE NOW! WHAT WOULD THE FANS THINK?" He yelled back, we turned to meet a light crash in the doorway.  Why doesn't anyone knock! -__-

Let's just say that Jun- hoe was back and we no longer had any iced coffee. 

"Y-You're a girl?" he whispered pointing at me in shock. Pulling him into the room and shutting the door I realised today was going to be really Sh*t. 

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Top's Pov 

She's lying, she has to be. I repeated over and over to myself. There is no way. I had gone into that room ready to fully confess my feelings to her. Something is up. 

I just can't believe that this would be the end. Wiping away my tears I grabbed my phone ready to call her and ask what the F*ck just happened. 

I knew she had been working hard lately, maybe the pressure was getting to her. Still, not exactly excuse to be a B*tch is it. 

I would get her back for this. I'm just glad I was able to use my acting ability to screw her over. I know she has feelings for me. Bobby even said it. 

I had to stop her before she did something drastic... I mean she wouldn't be leaving ,would she? 

Holy Sh*t. 

That's exactly what she's doing. 

I have to stop her. 

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Alex's Pov

"Yes, I'm a girl but don't worry I'm leaving the group before anyone finds out, tomorrow in fact which is what I was trying to tell Bobby here." I responded clearly irritated  by the whole situation. 

"But, you can't be... I mean prove it!" Responded Jun- hoe. Obviously still in shock. 

"Okay" I replied pulling up my top, I had chosen a frilly pink bra today which, I might add looked fantastic. 

"I'm sure he gets it" Said Bobby, pulling down my shirt an evident blush dusting his cheeks. 

"Oh, my God that means... all those times in the dressing rooms, you've seen my..." Said Jun- hoe clapping a hand over his mouth. Look to be honest I had but it wasn't on purpose. 

"Yeah... you'll make some girl very happy one day!" I said patting him on the back trying not to laugh. He had quite the package if you know what I mean. 

"Does that mean that you and Bobby have... well you know" He asked. I just looked at Bobby in shock , his face mirroring my own. 

"NO!" We yelled simultaneously.  I mean Bobby was hot but, on the complicated scale I'm pretty sure that would increase my standing to number one. 

"What's going on in here?" Asked B.I walking into our room the rest of Ikon following. 

"I'm a girl" I announced after the door had been shut, lifting up my top once again before any other questions could be asked.

"Well yes you are Noona" Said B.I pretending to cover his eyes. Bobby once again pulling down my shirt for me. 

"Yes I am." 

Oh my God all of Ikon knows! what is going to happen next guys??????

Not even I know that yet! Thank you agian for the votes and comments everyone you all rock!