Bound To You

CHAPTER 42

I stayed at my room. Wala akong gana kumilos. I was thinking of ways on how to tell Pam that im her first kiss. I smiled. It's fluttering, though the way I did stole kiss her wasn't. I finally decided to tell it to her. And with that, I have to prepare myself if ever she wouldn't like to see me ever again. Im at fault so I have to prepare for the consequences.

I talked to Raven the day after and told him my plan.

"Magko-confess ka na?" tanong niya.

My brows furrowed nang hindi ko agad nakuha ang ibig niyang sabihin. Then I shook my head as the words sunk in. "She wouldn't know what I feel but she has to know who her first kiss was" I stated.

Raven shook his head and looked disappointed. Ipinagpatuloy ko ang pagsasabi sa kanya ng plano ko. Good thing, he knew where the treehouse is. I brought him there when Dad already bought the whole place to help me decorate the treehouse. I fell in love with the place just as when I fell in love her. That means everything.

"Kailan ko siya dadalhin dun?"

"Tomorrow, after class"

Umiling ulit si Raven nang hindi makapaniwala. "Sa tingin mo sasama yun sakin?" he asked.

"I'll talk to Yanna too"

Sagot ko at hindi na hinintay pa ang sagot niya. Im sure he wouldnt think twice again because Yanna's included in the plan. Lumabas na agad ako ng condo ko. Kailangan ko pa siyang maconvince na magluto ng empanada. This is me, being selfish again. Dito lang naman kasi ako bumabawi and it would be the last.. I hope so.

I went to grocery store and bought the ingredients before going to their house. I pressed the doorbell then waited for the maid to open it.

"Si Pam?" tanong ko.

"Nasa kwarto"

I thanked her when she let me in immediately. I didn't waste any seconds, dumiretso agad ako papunta sa kwarto niya. I didn't knock like I always do. And half of me wants to lecture her for not locking her door.

She abruptly turned her head in my direction and I knew she's already pidsed off just by seeing me entering her room without permission.

"Do you want me to forgive you?" I asked cockily.

I grinned as I stepped forward. Hindi ko na hinintay ang sagot niya at hinawakan ko na agad ang kamay niya at hinila siya palabas ng kwarto niya. 

"Bitawan mo nga ako!" sigaw niya. How I missed this. Tss.

I tightened my gripped when she tried to pull her hand away

"Ano ba?!" naiinis na singhal niya.

I tried to remain calm and act normal though deep inside me isn't;  Just thinking I was holding her hand waa enought to make my stomach crumble. So gay. Tss.

Binitawan ko na agad siya nung makarating kami sa kusina dahil natatakot ako na baka pag tumagal pa, hindi ko na siya bitawan pa.

"Cook for me" I commanded then smirked.

I stared at her. Dammit, I miss her! Hindi ko to nagawa kahapon.

"Bakit ko naman gagawin ang gusto mo?" she asked as she folded her arms across her chest.

"Para mawala na yung galit ko sayo?" I tilted my head.

It isn't true though. I'll never get mad at her. Not in my entire existence here on earth.

"Mahalaga ba yun? Wala naman akong pakielam kung hindi mo na ko pansinin. Psh. Mas mahalaga ang research ko kesa dito"

I stiffened. That kinda hurts. I knew she won't care but hearing it straight from her feels like stabbing right through my chest.