Bound To You

CHAPTER 49

"Bakit mo ko sinusundan?" she asked when I stopped the car.

I heaved a sigh and gathered all the guts I have to open the window of my car. Napapikit ako nang marinig ko ang malakas na hampas sa bubong ng kotse ko at napailing.

"Hindi ka ba bababa dyan?"

I groaned and followed what she wants. Bumaba ako ng sasakyan pero nung makita niya ko, she immediately went back to her bike. Tignan mo to! Tss.

I grabbed her hand to stop her.

No Pamela. There's no backing out, not when im already in front of you. Tss.

"Ano?" she hissed when she turned to me.

I shook my head and without thinking, I wrapped my arms around her. Dammit! I feel like I've been goone for so long then I finally came back.

"I missed you" so damn much. I whispered as I closed my eyes.

There's a warm feeling inside my chest. I feel like im in cloud nine with her in my arms. If I could only wish to stay this way forever. If only fate would permit me to..

"Pinagsasabi mo?" she asked in an annotes tone.

She's glaring again. Lahat na lang siguro ng gawin ko, kinakagalit niya. When will you ever smile at me? I wanted to ask out loud but decided against it, again. I was damn afraid to lift my hopes up. But then, I couldn't help it. Deep inside, I am still hoping! Tss.

I stared at her. Letting myself lost in her eyes. I fvcking wanted her to be mine but I will become selfish if I insist. Si Ian, kung totoo nga na anak siya ng fiancée ni Papa, im certain her father would be the one who will give way. As a parent, he's willing to sacrifice for the happiness of his only child. I know that, coz, if I will become a father someday, I'll do everything for my children without second thoughts.

Tumingala ako at napapikit. The thoughts of them together breaks my little hope. I heaved a sigh. I said, I am contented, pero hindi ko mapigilan na mag-isip na baka kami talaga. That this is just the hardest pace we have to surpass before we finally be together. An awful hope I could remove in my system.

I ruffled my hair and looked at her for a few seconds then turned my back. It takes too much for me to be able to turn my back on her, but I have to. Kung hindi ko to gagawin ngayon, baka hindi ko na magawa. Baka lamunin na ako ng pagiging selfish ko.

I shook my head and heaved a heavy sigh.

Kung wala ka lang sanang feelings para sa kanya Pamella.. Tss.

"Please drive slowly. Susundan kita hanggang sa makauwi ka" I said while my back facing her.

"Kaya kong umuwi mag-isa" she retaliated.

My brows shut together as I looked at her over my shoulder. "Don't be too hardheaded Pamela"

Hinintay ko siyang makasakay ng maayos sa motor niya bago ako pumasok sa driver's seat. I followed her even if she doesn't want me to, I don't care. I wanted to assure she'll go home safe. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko kung may mangyayaring masama sa kanya. Tss! I don't even want to think about that! Hell.

I decided to follow her inside their house and talk to her father but a call stopped me.

"Tita Brenda" I answered as I watched Pam entering their gate.

Tita Brenda would never call if it isn't important and I have an idea that this is all about Ashley who I didn't imagine would caught her interest.

"Go and see her, she needs you, right now" she said in a calm but firm way on the other line.

My brows furrowed but didn't ask any futher. Though, she's not really my responsibility, I somewhat felt that my presense is something she needed to help her coping up.