Bound To You

Chapter 61

I felt so fvcking guilty! I'm so stupid!

I cursed loudly as I helplessly watched her walking away. I wanted to run after her, but fvck this aching foot I couldn't even stand!

Ang tanga ko! Bakit ko pa kasi ginawa yon?! She won't forgive me that's for sure!

I slumped on the ground. I don't fvcking care if I'm full of mud or what now. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko! Pam won't forgive me! I saw her face. She's hurt! I fvcking hurt her! And I couldn't forgive myself for hurting her! Ang tanga tanga ko!

I didn't know how long I stayed like that. But I don't want to move and just curse myself all day here for being so fvcking stupid. I messed up just because I was selfish!

Akala ko ba, okay lang na one sided? Bakit ko pa sinubukang alamin kung may pakielam siya sakin?! Ang tanga mo talaga Trystan!

“Trystan!” Yanna's voice echoed as I saw her ran to me.

I looked up on her and she gasped exaggeratedly upon seeing my state, “What happened to you?!” she asked in wide eyes.

“Why are you here?” I asked instead and tried to sit down. 

“Hello! It's past five na and Tita's already looking for you dahil need mo pa raw magpagwapo for the dinner! Ano pang inuupo mo dyan?! We should hurry!”

I lifted my right hand which surprised and confused her at the same time, “I can't stand. Help me?”

“Ano?” She gasped, “What happened?”

Instead of answering, I just looked up at the monkey bar and just let her conclude what happened. I'm not in the mood to elaborate how stupid am I. I don't need nagging at this moment and all I want to do is to kneel down in front of Pamela and beg for forgiveness.

“Nahulog ka? How?”

I shook my head and just waved my hand on her. Good thing, she didn't pry more as she helped me walk until we reached their house.

“Oh my gosh! Trystan! Anong nangyari sayo?!” Mom quickly attended me. “Let's go to the hospital!” she said worriedly.

“This is just a sprain,” I calmly said as I tried to stop them for bringing me in the hospital.

My foot hurts, but I don't think its that serious for my heart hurts more thinking I have hurt the girl I love the most.

Unfortunately, my protest was unheard for Dad's already on my foot, checking it. Then, he shook his head, “Let's have it check. C'mon”

“How about the dinner?” I queried.

“We still have time. I'll just call Louie to say we're gonna be late,” Dad replied before getting into the car.

They kept on asking me what happened, but I kept mum about it.. aside from saying that I was with Pamela. Of course, I don't want them to think bad about her. But that's the only thing I could think of to make her talk to me.. or face me at least. Because I'm fvcking sure she doesn't want to see me nor hear me out.

Masama ang pagkakahulog ko. I twisted my ancle after I intentionally made myself fall from that monkey bar. Yanna was surprised when I said that, because she saw that its not that high for me to hurt my ancle. Kulang na nga lang, sabihan niya ko na ang tanga ko. But seriously, I'm really stupid and I admit it.

Hindi ako mapakali habang chinecheck up ang paa ko. I couldn't stay still knowing that Pam is mad at me. I don't really care about my injured. I was more worried of what Pamela probably thinking right now.