Loves a Fight

Chapter XXXIII Noels P.O.V

My eyes snap open after what feels like forever.
My body aches as I hear the monitor beep with every heart beat.
Bodies stand guard of the door.
People watch though the windows.

I recognize them all.
Liam, Blake, Luke and Adrian watch the room while I was out.
Now I'm awake.

"Hey..." I smile as my voice comes out scratchy.
They all spin to look at me.
All fo there eyes wide and happy.
Wow what did I miss.

They rush and slowly stand me up.
What's happened?

"We need to go..." They wrap there arms around me and Liam and Adrian help me stand.
Blake stabs a needle into my thigh.
The pain in my leg vanishes.

"Where..." I groan.
I just want to sleep.

"Kain is in trouble..." Adrian answers as we exit the room.
His name...
Why do I kind of miss him?

"I don't care..." I cross my arms and look between them all.
They ignore me and walk through the hospital doors.
All of there cars parked in a line.
Bright foreign cars.
Weirdo's.

I follow Liam.
He knows Kian the most and I trust him.
Kain...
The name pains me.

Liam phone rings and I hear Joey yelling through the phone.
Gun shots are heard through the phone.
Liam throws his phone as hard a she can to the ground.
Panic settled in my heart.

"Is he ok?" I ask trying to control my heart slowly freaking out.
Joey...

"Oh he's fine... Kain on the other hand...." He growls looking at me with hate.
What?
What the hell did I do to him?

"You know Noel you are a real stupid person right!?!" He yells as I jump.
I don't answer.
He is just worried about Kain that's all....

"He told you he loved you and what did you do!?! Nothing! That's what you did!" He continues to yell at me.
Where is this coming from?

"He went there for you! For someone who doesn't even return his love! You wonder why he treats you like shit when all you do is tell him you will never like him!?! Noel you deserve everything he has ever done to you!" He looks at me while the veins bulge in his neck.

"What happened to Kain..." I whisper knowing something happened otherwise he wouldn't be such a dick.

"He is fucking dead! All of those gun shots you heard... Yeah they were all at him!" He pulls to a stop.
I shove the door open so fast and break into a sprint.
The pain in my leg forgotten as I run for him.
What was he thinking?!?

Bodies lie in every corner of the building.
Joey is holding his stomach, but I just run right on by.
Kain...
Where the hell are you!?!

He is on his knees in the middle of countless bodies.
Blood soaking his clothes as he struggles to breathe.

"Kain!?!" I yell out for him.
Oh God...
I slide by his side and wrap him in my arms.
Looking into his fading eyes.
Everything just flipped around.
He was now dieing in my arms and I can't help him.
There is nothing I can do...

His shaky blood soaked hand reaches up and cups my cheek.
Everything he has ever done fades as I watch this man look at me like that.
His eyes full of so much love.

"Your ok..." He barely has a voice.
His eyes hold so much and it kills me.
I never showed him how much I cared about him and it's to late.
Everything is to late.

"Kain..." I cry and pull him closer to me.
The distance is to much as I know this might be the last time I see this wonderful man.
Every time he ever smiled at me and showed me a different angle of life flashed through my mind and rips at my heart.
There is not enough time for me to show him all of it in return.
Where did the time go?