𝓓𝓸 𝓘 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓨𝓸𝓾? ☞ 𝓒𝓓𝓪𝔀𝓰𝓥𝓐

Chapter 21

Lili was finally out of Connor's house, so he had the chance to go to (Y/n)'s house now. When he got their, (Y/n) had already opened the door and was about to leave. "Oh." (Y/n) spoke, but after that, there was a long silence, until Connor cleared his throat. "Where are you going?" He asked. (Y/n) shrugged slightly. "Where ever the road may take me..." She had a boring sound in her voice. What's up with her? She doesn't seem the same...Connor mentally spoke to himself. (Y/n) smiled a bit AMD locked her door. "Well...I'll see you around. Bye!" She then ran off, leaving Connor alone.

Connor's POV~
I sighed softly as I watched (Y/n) run off. I'm kind of wondering if I did anything to upset her. She never acts this way towards me. I went back home and sat in my house, wondering what to do. "Neither Lili or (Y/n) are around..." I sighed a but and glared at my TV, seeing my reflection. "What the hell am I doing? I might as well just take a nap..." I got up and grabbed my phone then earbuds. I went up to my room and plopped down on my bed before plugging in my earbuds and falling asleep to some music I enjoyed when I wanted to sleep.

(Y/n)'s POV~
I stopped running and looked back to make sure I wasn't being followed by Connor. I sighed softly and went to the city to go to the cafe I like to go to. I went in and saw Lili, sitting by herself, looking out the window. I sighed and ordered a tea with some warm milk, then ordered a slice of cheesecake. I went to go sit down at the front table as normal. I ate my cheesecake to realize how good it was. My eyes went wide as Infinished it quickly, before I got up and left, I left a tip.

"Is this the real life?

Is this just fantasy?

Caught in a landslide,

no escape from reality."

"Open your eyes,

look up to the skies and see"

"I'm just a poor boy,

I need no sympathy

Because I'm easy come,

easy go, little high, little low

Any way the wind blows

doesn't really matter to me, to me"

"Mama, just killed a man

Put a gun against his head

Pulled my trigger, now he's dead"

"Mama, life had just begun

But now I've gone and

thrown it all away"

"Mama, ooh, didn't mean

to make you cry

If I'm not back again

this time tomorrow"

"Carry on, carry on

as if nothing really matters

Too late, my time has come"

"Sends shivers down my spine,

body's aching all the time

Goodbye, everybody,

I've got to go"

"Gotta leave you all behind

and face the truth

Mama, ooh, I don't want to die

I sometimes wish

I'd never been born at all"

"I see a little silhouetto of a man

Scaramouche, Scaramouche,

will you do the Fandango"

"Thunderbolt and lightning,

very, very fright'ning me

(Galileo) Galileo, (Galileo) Galileo,

Galileo figaro magnifico"

"(I'm just a poor boy, nobody loves me)

He's just a poor boy from a poor family

Spare him his life from this monstrosity"

"Easy come, easy go,

will you let me go?

Bismillah! No, we will

not let you go"

"(Let him go) Bismillah!

We will not let you go

(Let him go) Bismillah!

We will not let you go

(Let me go) Will

not let you go

(Let me go) Will

not let you go"

"(Let me go) Ah, no, no,

no, no, no, no, no

(Oh mamma mia, mamma mia)

Mama mia, let me go"

"Beelzebub has a devil put

aside for me, for me, for me

So you think you can stone

me and spit in my eye?

So you think you can

love me and leave me to die?"

"Oh, baby, can't do

this to me, baby!

just gotta get out,

just gotta get right outta here!"

"Nothing really matters,

anyone can see

Nothing really matters

Nothing really matters to me

Any way the wind blows"

I finished the video and stop the video then uploaded it on YouTube. I went tommy room an flopped on my bed and sighed. I went on my phone and looked at all the selfies I took with Connor. My eyes began to water. Having to act like I dont like him is hard. I mentally told myself. I grabbed a pillow and cried into it, like it was a person letting me cry on their shoulder. I wiped away my tears and looked at my phone. I suddenly went into my contacts and began to call someone. "Hello?" The voice spoke, to recognizable. "Hey Sean..."