Stay.

Part 2

A/n: sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry btw this is shorter than usual bc its a filler chapter.

"I can't anymore" she breathed out.

"You can't what?"

She let out a sad breath and wiped her eyes. "You're always in trouble and i just can't lose you too.."

"So what are you saying V?" I huffed.

She ran both of her hands through her hair, stopping at the top and just squeezing a handful. "I don't know- i just cant do this anymore y/n" she said softly before standing up, making her way back up stairs, silently crying.

I jumped up to my feet and ran after her. "What the fuck does that mean? You're just giving up on me like that? He said to just stay quiet and then we'll be fine" I grabbed her arm gently but she yanked it away.

"Please don't make this any harder than it already is.." she said with a soft voice. "Lets just take a break and if you get out of this shit with Daniel then we can try again but i just can't right now" she walked over to the closet and grabbed her duffle bag from the very top shelf.

"Baby stop" i frowned. "We can get through this just like-"

"No. If i lose you too i don't know what I'd do" she said as she threw her clothes in.

"So walking out on me is better??" I huffed. I swatted the bag out of her hands and grabbed ahold of either side of her warm red cheeks. "Just stop. You're not gonna lose me okay?"

She wiped her tears away with the side of her wrist and continued to grab her belongings from the shelfs. "You can't promise me that."

"V please don't" i felt a hard lump in my throat causing me to get choked up.

She zipped up her duffle and threw it over her shoulder. A few more tears falling from her chin as she did so. "Im gonna go.." she walked past me so i of course followed her.

"Vanessa!" I shouted after her. " how can you just walk out on me like this? What happened to you loving me?" I huffed. Once I finally caught up with her I wrapped her in my arms and tried my hardest to hold her but she kept resisting.

"Just let me go!" She shouted, hitting my chest with the side of her fist. She pushed away from me and just looked at me with tearful eyes. " I just don't need this in my life right now. Why can't you just respect that?"

"Why? Because i need you V!" I whined. "I need you." That was 100 percent the truth. Vanessa has filled the empty void within me that many people kept digging from. She's made me open to trusting again, to loving again, and more importantly to loving myself again. I was broken and she simply healed me. I do need her, i really do.

She burst into tears and spun on her heels to continue to the front door, and just as before i chased after her. Usually I don't do things like this but V is just different..

I pushed the door closed as she tried to open it which resulted in her turning around furiously and pushing me back. " I DON'T LOVE YOU AND I DON'T WANT THIS ANYMORE!"

My heart physically felt like it was crumbling in my chest. How could she say that to me? After everything we've been through with each other..literally.