I watched V clean up the broken glass, tears still falling from her face as my words replayed in her head.
I guess you could say things got messy 15 minutes ago. I was furious as to why she thought hurting me was a great way to leave the house. She purposely broke my heart and i think its complete bullshit. So lets just say i owe Maria a new Tv, coffee table, and V a new windshield still. God i need anger management classes.
The high was now completely gone. I felt like shit now. My eyes felt droopy, my stomach kills, and I'm having minor chest pains from my heart racing all night..and probably because i ran 30 minutes non stop to Maria's house. It basically felt like i had the Flu all within a 10 minute period.
Once she was done sweeping up the little shards she walked to the trash can and dumped the shards. She then walked over to me and stood between my legs as i sat on the barstool. Her arms wrapped around my neck and pulled me close to her. "Im so sorry i hurt you" she said softly against my neck.
"You're a fucking dick" I mumbled. My speech was slow and lousy, probably from all the weed i smoked tonight mixed in with the alcohol. I just felt exhausted from everything.
"I know" she sighed. "Can i come back home? Its been a rough week."
I know most of you are going to call me stupid for what I'm about to say, but she's not just some girl i fell in love with. It's much deeper than that. She's a part of me now and without her i just don't feel like myself. "Go get your things" i said softly.
She lifted her head from my shoulder and rested her forehead against mine, grabbing either side of my face. "I'll never hurt you ever again okay? I promise I'm never leaving" she kissed my lips softly and went back to our previous position. "And we can get through the Daniel thing together, I'm going to protect you from this point on. You're the love of my life y/n and it was wrong to leave you when you needed me."
"Who are you?" I giggled softly, giving her a gentle loving smirk. "I remember when us calling each other dickhead was a form of flirting"
She let out a breathily chuckle before kissing my forehead. "You changed me asshole, thats why."
"So are you coming home or what? Its two in the morning and the dogs are probably pissing all over the house"
"Oh my god i miss them" she frowned. "Okay ill be right back"
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"I can't believe you drove all week with your windshield like that" i shook my head and wrapped my arm around her as we walked to the front door together.
"I can't believe you smashed it while i was in the car" she huffed.
"Yeah I'm sorry about that by the way.."
"Don't be it. It kinda turned me on" she giggled.
As i opened the door i noticed that Jess was passed out on my couch with Sace. He woke up when I purposely slammed the door, both him and Sace jumping out of their sleep. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?" He shouted.
"Lower your god damn voice, i have a headache" I threw Vs car keys in the key dish and threw my shoes off before walking to the kitchen to fix up a drink.
"So you're fucking snorting lines now? Are you fucking stupid? And then you run off by yourself at night? I should really fucking smack you right now" he hissed in a lower voice.
