(Not proof read yet)
Me and V have been basically sitting in silence majority of the night with the tv silently playing in the background. We've literally just been in bed watching tv since earlier.
It's like everything that happened today was just now sinking in. I could've been raped, and i killed a man whom in fact is in the back of my truck probably decaying in the humidity already. Ive cried so much over it that I think I've run out of tears, now i just feel empty and mentally drained.
"Y/n" v said softly as she stared at the blanket.
"Huh" I responded dully.
"I love you"
I was wrong, i still have tears. I burst into silent tears and stared at the end of the bed with a blank face. "I love you too"
"Are you okay?" She asked.
"No V I'm not okay" I sniffled. "I didn't mean to do it" i sobbed.
"I know baby, I know you'd never hurt anyone without a reason. Its not your fault" she scooted closer to me and finally looked up at me. " everything is gonna be okay I promise" she smiled weakly and rubbed her hand up my arm.
" im gonna call the cops and tell them what happened" I shrugged and wiped my eyes. "It was self defense so I can't get in big trouble" I quickly pulled my phone out and dialed 9-1-1 again but V snatched my phone from my hands.
"NO!" She shouted. "Y/n if they don't have any evidence or any one who witnessed you almost getting raped they won't care, they'll think you're making it up and your career will be done with."
" v he's dead" I turned my head to look at her and frowned. "They can fucking give me a lie detector test I don't fucking care but this is wrong"
She began to cry as well, "you'll go to jail and be charged" she sobbed. "You've come so far with your career and us, what about us? He was a piece of shit who put me through hell and he hurt you so i hope thats where he's burning right now" she sniffled. " what if we made it look like an accident?"
I furrowed my brows and looked at her "What?"
"He- he did a lot of drugs like hard drugs, we could set him up in his truck on the side of the road and stick a needle in his arm, make it look like an accidental overdose"
I jumped out of bed and laughed hysterically. " and if i get caught ill be the one overdosing before the fucking cops kick down my god damn door"
"Don't talk like that!" She snapped.
"Sorry, i meant to say slit my fucking throat so ill die faster" i huffed. "V I need to just call the cops and tell the truth"
"No. No you don't you fucking idiot" she kneeled to the end of the bed and grabbed my hands. "Do you know how many people kill people for a living and don't get caught, we can do this without the cops we just have to stay low key and think of a plan"
"I DON'T KILL PEOPLE FOR A FUCKING LIVING IM NOT A MURDERER, I DIDN'T MEAN TO DO IT" i yelled at her.
She rose her brows and gave me her famous 'who the fuck do you think you're yelling at' face. "Okay don't yell at me because i will punch you in face too. Im not saying you're a fucking murderer Im saying its possible"
"V this. Is. Fucked. Up." I said slowly to her face. "This isn't right ill fucking leave money here so you can bail me out if i go to jail"
"You're not going to jail because the cops aren't going to find out. We can take care of this." She said through clenched teeth.
