I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 5

*text messages between Jade and Perrie."

Perrie: Jade, we've been talking the past months everyday and I was thinking, we were also in the same class last year why didn't we talk back then?

Jade: I don't know, but hey the good thing is that we're friends now, isn't it?

Perrie: Yess, i'm so happy with a friend as you, you're amazing, smart, you're just perfect.

Jade: Wow what did I do to deserve this?

Perrie: I'm just grateful to have you as my friend, you're my only friend that doesn't lie to me and is always honest to me. You speak your mind and I love it.

Next day at school

"Leigh, i'm gonna show you something." Perrie said as she showed something on her phone.

"Oh my God, that's so cute." Leigh answered and Lauren was nodding in agreement. I also wanted to look at the picture but she turned her phone the other way.

"No, you can't see." Perrie said.

"What? Why? And why do you even show Leigh something you guys barely talk what the fuck, I thought we were friends?"

"Okay, look." She said showing the picture on her phone and it was a picture of her and Alex and I just raised my eyebrows.

"I saw him at a party friday, and we talked."

"And why didn't want you to show me?"

"Because you don't like him and you're gonna be mad at me again."

"Yeah, because he is a fuckboy. Do you even like him?" I asked.

"I-i don't know."

"Whatever, i'll support you. Whatever you do."

"Thank you." She said smiling.

I don't know why but I have this weird feeling whenever she talks about him, I don't know what it is. I've been struggling with my sexuality since last year but I never really liked anyone, and I just really hope I don't like Perrie that way. A couple of days later we were in class and Perrie and Lauren were talking and I could hear them and they knew I could hear them.

"Wait, what did Alex say?" Lauren asked.

"He is in a relationship with another girl, apparently."

"Waaauuw, who is the girl?"

"Wait, imma show you. Her name is Ally."

"What is her last name?" I asked.

"Brooke."

"OH MY GOD, NO NO."

"What?" Perrie asked with a confused look.

"I know her, I was with her in middle school. She was sooo weird, I can't believe he chose her over you, compared to her you are perfect." I said as Perrie smiled.

"Aww, thank you."

"Jade is right, I also know her, she's weird as fuck, she didn't even have friends back then." Jesy interrupted.

"Anyways I told you he's a fuckboy, you deserve much better." I said.

"Yeah, I do. Never mind I didn't like him anyway."

"Yeah liar, you were crushing on him like crazy the other day." Lauren said.

"Oh shut up Lauren, don't let me talk about your crushes."

"You better shut up."

"That's what I thought." Perrie said smiling.

After school I went to the bus stop. I don't know why but I always wait for Perrie to come, she doesn't even ask me to wait, she doesn't even know that I wait for her, she just thinks i'm waiting for my brother which is not true. You know that feeling when you're acting like yourself around someone but still care about what they think about you? Well, that's the feeling I have with Perrie, I am myself around her but I can't be comfortable because i'm scared she'll think something bad about me, or she won't like me anymore. After I took the bus with her and went home.

"JADE, KARL, DINNER IS READY." My mom yelled as we both went downstairs to the table where my mom and dad were already sitting. Well, let me tell you something about my family, I get on well with my brother and mom, but my dad, that's another story. Me and my dad always fight, he treats me like a slave. He always says "thanks to me you exist, i'm taking care of you, so you're gonna do whatever the fuck I ask you to do, and you're going to do it until I die." My mom and brother really do love him, but I? I just can't, my parents are old fashion, the girls in the house do the cleaning, the cooking, the householding while the boys do nothing... And I can't stand it and sometimes I can't take it anymore so I have a big mouth and talk against them which ends up always me and my dad fighting. He does do a lot for me, whenever I need something he will fix it, but they way he thinks is the exact opposite of mine and that annoys me. It is slowly getting better though, last year I wouldn't come out of my room because the only thing we did was fighting, now I can at least sit at the table without saying a word.

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