I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 20

A couple of days passed by now and I still didn't get an answer from Perrie, I figured out if I don't ask her about it she won't tell me so today at school it was the first thing I did. I saw her talking to Lauren and went to them and started talking with them.

"Are you guys good now?" Lauren asked.

"Depends, maybe we are maybe we're not." I answered.

"Lauren, can you please leave us alone for a minute?" Perrie asked.

"Yeah, sure, you guys better make up. You have a beautiful friendship, don't waste it like that." She said as she walked away.

"What do you want Jade?"

"You know what I want."

"You want an answer."

"Exactly."

"Can we talk like after school? I really don't want to do this at school."

"Okay, then we'll talk after school."

After school me and Perrie took the bus and left the bus at my stop, there is a little park in the street next to mine so we went there so we could talk.

"I don't want to put you under pressure it's okay if you want more time." I said and she was looking down.

"No, I know what I want."

"Your answer is no, isn't it?"
"Yes, I mean no."

"Wait, what is it?"

"I do want to be with you but NO ONE can know about us, you need to promise that."

"I agreed on this when I asked you. My family would kill me if they knew about this and yours too so no one can't and will know it. I promise." I said and she gave me a weak smile.

"But I haven't broken up with Zayn yet."

"Oh God, Perrie just break up with him, it's not like you're breaking up with someone who loves you, you've only known him for 2 weeks, how hurt is he going to be?"

"You're right, I promise I will as fast as I can."

"So, we are a thing now?" I asked.

"Yeah, I think we are."

"Go Jerrie!" I yelled smiling.

"Oh no, you really do love ship names don't you?"

"You know I do, and Jerrie is my favorite."

"That's selfish."

"Look who's the one to say that." I said raising my eyebrows.

"Anyways I need to go home, my mom will kill me if I come late."

"Alright bye." I said as I smiled at her and she walked away and I walked home.

Did Perrie really say yes? Well, she hasn't even broken up with Zayn yet but still she said yes. This is my first relationship and it is with Perrie, I don't know what to do or how to act in  a relationship, what if it gets awkward and she doesn't like being with me?

A couple of days passed by and well we do talk a lot but it doesn't feel like we're a couple, so I thought about having our first kiss. I never kissed anyone before so i'm so scared and since we're a secret we have to do it somewhere no one can see us, and that will only happen if I ask her. But what if she says no? I'm so scared she'll say no, but we are in a relationship this is what couples do so today at school I talked to her about it.

"Perrie, I was thinking and maybe like only if you want we should have our first kiss..." I said not looking at her and she just looked at me.

"Okay, I mean we are a couple so it's normal."

"Yeah, but i've never kissed anyone before." I Confessed and she smiled.

"I don't mind, it's cute that i'm going to be you're first."

"Well, wanna do it?" I asked.

"What? Now? We're in class."

"Well, we can skip."

"Oh bad Jade is back."

"And good Perrie never leaves."

"C'mon only for 10 minutes that's not gonna be a problem."

"Uh, I hope you're right."

"C'mon Perrie, don't be a pussy."

"Hey, i'm not let's go." She said and we went out of class and found a place where no one could see us.

"Kiss me." She whispered but I instantly froze and couldn't do anything.

"I can't."

"Why?"

"I'm nervous."

"C'mon Jadey, it's gonna be fine."

"I can't." I said but she just pulled me towards her and kissed me slowly and passionately, the kiss didn't last long but it was for sure perfect, it was the perfect first kiss.

"Now, let's go back." She said and we went back to class and I was trying to hide my smile and sat next to Leigh.

"Where were you 2?" Leigh asked.

"Bathroom."

"Oee, did you do dirty things?" She said jokingly.

"Ha ha ha." I laughed sarcastically because I know she was joking but she ofcourse doesn't know that we did do something there.

It's only been a couple of days and it is for sure awkward between us but it also does feel really good, I know i'm in love with her, I just hope she is too. I hope she won't get scared or annoyed and just leave me. I hope I will spent a lot of time with her and be with her for a long time.

New chapterrr. Sorry i'm updating slow, i'm busy with school. But at least I gave you some Jerrie in this chapter. Don't forget to leave a comment and vote.