I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 21

Me and Perrie have been together for like 2 weeks now and there is already something going on. Perrie acts very weird. I don't know why, something happened but I have no idea what, so I need to find out. Today after school I decided to talk to her about it.

"Perrie, what's going on?" I asked.

"What? Nothing."

"Don't lie, I know there's something wrong."

"It's just something with my mom, it really doesn't matter."

"I feel like it does."

"Look, i'm gonna fix this. I know what your reaction is going to be, you're gonna want to break up with me."

"What? Why would I break up with you?" I asked with a confused look.

"Because I know you, you'll always do the thing you think is the best for me, but this time the thing you think is the best for me isn't the best thing for me." She said looking down with a sad look.

"What? Perrie you're not making sense, please just tell me what's going on."

"Promise you won't break up with me." She said looking into my eyes.

"I can't promise you anything. Just tell me."

"Alright, i'm just so angry with my mom, she went on my facebook and read my messages, including ours."

"What? Why?"

"Because she's suspicious, she thinks i'm in trouble or something and that i'm hiding something."

"Well, you kinda are."

"That's not the point, Jade. She read our messages and I had a fight with her and she thinks there's something going on between us and I told her that's not true, that we're just really good friends. I don't know if she believes me and i'm just really scared. I don't want to lose you."

"Perrie, maybe it's the best if we like I don't know but if your mom finds out what we're doing then she'll include my parents too and then they will kill us both."

"This is why I didn't want to tell you, I knew you were gonna say this, please Jade i'm going to fix this, i'm gonna show her that we're just friends and nothing more, I just need you to have my back I can't to do this without your support."

"Okay, I trust you. But if anything happens we need to take a break or something."

"It's not gonna happen, i'm gonna fix this." She said as she took the bus and left.

She did indeed fix it, somehow she talked to her mom and told her we're only friends and nothing more. We don't know if she believed it but I hope she did. I think we really chose the wrong time to start our relationship. Now we have exams, so we can't really give each other attention and after that it is summer break and i'll be on vacation for a month and she will also be away for a month so that means we won't see each other that much. We're still going to try to make the best of it.

A week later after our last exam we went to the park in my neighbourhood and just hung out there, it's also very nice there because no one goes there so no one can see us.

"Jade, this is really the worst time we could've started a relationship."

"I know but let's just make the best out of it. And we have like 2 weeks before I leave for vacation, so we need to see each other in those 2 weeks."

"We do, but you know I have to lie to my mom, I can't tell her i'm hanging out with you she'll be suspicious again so it's gonna be hard to see you." She said with a sad look.

"Just try and i'm not busy I always have time like I have no life, so whenever you can just text me and i'm right there."

"You're the best." She said as she came closer and kissed me on the lips for a good minute.

"Wauw." I said as we pulled away.

"That was good." I continued.

"A lot better than the first one." She said smiling.

"True, but hey it was my first kiss ever, i'm still learning."

"Well, you're a fast learner."

"I'm scared for the exam results though, I'm scared what if I failed?" She asked.

"Oh God Perrie stop, don't start with this again. You're always fucking scared and then get a fucking A for everything."

"It's just luck."

'No, it's not. You just study well."

"I don't."

"You do, bitch."

"Did you just call me a bitch?" She asked as she came closer so she was right in front of me.

"I did." I said as I went even closer, our noses almost touching.

"I can't believe you said that."

"What you gonna do about it?"

"I'm gonna kiss you." She said as she locked our lips and wrapped her arms around my neck. I could feel her smiling into the kiss and it was the most amazing feeling ever.
I am so blessed for having her but I know this is not going to last long, especially not with her mom now. I'm scared I don't want to lose her.

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