I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 24

I thought about what Jesy told me and I still think there's someone else so I had to get into Perrie's social media. Maybe if I see her messages i'll get an answer because I don't get an answer from her. So that's what I did, I hacked her Facebook but that didn't go well. I tried to hack it but I failed. I started panicking what if she knows I tried to do this? Right when I was panicking I recieved a text message from Perrie, so she knows.

* text messages between Jade and Perrie*

Perrie: I can't believe you did this.

Jade: Perrie, i'm so sorry it was meant as a joke I really didn't do it.

Perrie: No you did, you hacked it. Did you find what you wanted to find?

Jade: No, I didn't even get into it.

Perrie: You're so lucky I got you out of this, my mom knows that you hacked it and she wanted to tell your parents but I stopped her.

Jade: The fuck? You told your mom?

Perrie: No, I didn't. She just has acces to my social media..

Jade: You know what? It was meant to be a joke if you don't believe me then fine let's not talk.

Perrie: Fine, goodbye. I can't trust you anyways.

And that was it that's the last time I heard from her. I didn't speak to her for 2 weeks but tomorrow school starts again and I already know i'm gonna be in the same class as her. So i'm gonna see my ex everyday for every hour. I think i'm over her so maybe I should try to be friends with her. Oh yeah by the way I met Liam in person. It was his birthday and thanks to him I made some friends and I feel like Liam and I are gonna be close friends and he also helped me a lot to get through all of this. I don't want tomorrow to be awkward so I decided to text Perrie and see if there is anything I can do to fix it because I know she's angry with me but I think i'm ready to be back friends.

*text messages between Jade and Perrie*

Jade: Look, tomorrow we're going back to school and we are in the same class and I just hope we can be cool like I don't want things to be awkward I just want us to be cool.

Perrie: I was gonna text you about the same thing, and I totally agree with you.

Jade: Okay, cool. And I know you're angry with me but i'm going to try my best to be back friends again.

Perrie: Okay, if that's what you want.

The next day we didn't really talk but we also didn't ignore each other but I decided to talk to her. I want to be friends again and I do believe i'm over her so why shouldn't I be friends with her? At the beginning it was really hard because she didn't really pay much attention to me and was still mad about all that hacking stuff. Am I the only one who thinks she's overreacting? I know I made a mistake but I didn't even go on her account what's the big deal? Even though she didn't pay much attention to me I just kept acting normal in hope that maybe she would act normal one day too. I tried to show her that I am really sorry but in the beginning she didn't believe me she thought I was joking around with her. It didn't take long and she started to act normal. We were back friends like how we were before we got in a relationship. I didn't want to be too close with her but I think it's impossible. I got attached to her again. And I realized i'm not over her and I just want one more chance to show her that i'm much better than how I was, I couldn't give her the world. The time we had was way too short and I couldn't show her how much I loved her. But I just ignored my feelings until one day Jesy told me something interesting. She told me that Perrie told her about us and Jesy acted like she didn't already knew. Perrie doesn't know that I know that she told Jesy about us and she also doesn't know that I already had told her. But after like a week I told Perrie that I know that she told Jesy. I thought that if Perrie did tell Jesy about us maybe she still feels something? So I tried to get back together but it didn't work. She told me it's impossible it's too hard for her and that she can't deal with all of this and that she's over me anyways. That hurt me a lot she also could've said that she doesn't want to. Why did she have to tell me she's over me? That day when she told me she was over me I saw her being very close with thus guy from our class and I just got so angry and I walked out of class without saying anything and returned back half an hour later. Everyone thought I didn't feel well but I was so angry that I couldn't be in class that moment. I fucking hate her for doing this to me and I fucking hate myself for loving her so much while she doesn't give a damn and the only thing she does is hurt me. But that day was the day that my life changed and turned into a hell...

What do you guys think of this? Keep in mind this is only Jade's pov. What do you think of Perrie doing all of this? Leave a comment and vote. A lot of drama is coming I can guarentee.