I came back from Miami and today i'm going back to school. I am excited to see Perrie back, i've been back for a couple of days now but neither of us had time to see each other so I guess i'm seeing her today. We did text a lot since I came back and she always says that she misses me and can't wait to see me so i'm actually happy to be going back to school again, wow this is the first time I actually want to go to school.
"Yoow, Jade. HOW WAS MIAMI?" Leigh yelled.
"It was amazing, I loved it."
"There is our Miami girl." Jesy said as she came closer to us.
"The pictures you took in Miami are so nice!" Lauren said as she walked in the class room with Perrie. Perrie just smiled and sat down, she didn't say a word. Why does she always do this? The entire day she didn't say a word to me. She always does this, she says she misses and then she actually ignores me. At the end of the day I went to talk to her.
"Okay why do you always do this?" I asked.
"Do what?"
"Perrie, you always said that you were missing me and today you just ignored me the entire day. Why? I'm sick of this, it's like you're always expecting me to talk to you. You also have a mouth YOU CAN SPEAK."
"I didn't even realize I did that."
"Well, you do and it's weird cause you only do it with me. I've seen you with your other friends, you're not like this with them."
"I know, you're just different."
"That's why you have to ignore me?"
"I'm really sorry Jade, I won't do it again."
"You always say that but yeah whatever."
"How was Miami?"
"It was amazing."
"Were there hot boys or pretty girls?"
"Yeah, a lot."
"You didn't find anyone did you? Why do I even ask you're Jade, the shyest girl I know."
"I actually did."
"WHAT? YOU DID?" She shouted.
"Ssh, not everyone has to hear it."
"C'mon tell me."
"There was this girl in the same hotel as I and we started to talk and became friends. She told me she was gay and I liked her and she liked me and we kind of kissed and now we still talk, but we won't do long distance relationship. So nothing special."
"You kissed a girl?" Perrie whisper yelled.
"I think I did, yeah."
"Wait, you're not lying right?"
"No, i'm not."
"Well, do you have a pic of her?"
"Yeah, I do. But it's not on my phone."
"I wanna see a pic!!"
"I'll send you when i'm home."
"Alright, well maybe you 2 will meet again one day."
"I don't think so, she lives 10.000 miles away."
"Don't be so negative."
"Anyways I have to go, bye Perrie." I said as I waved her goodbye and she did the same.
WHAT DID I DO? Why did I tell her that I like someone and that I kissed her. IT'S NOT EVEN TRUE. Why did I make that story up. Like why would someone do something like this. Just calm down, Jade. I just wanted to see her reaction to me kissing a girl that's all. But I also don't want to tell her that it was a lie. Wait, am I trying to make her jealous? No that can't be. That's not gonna work anyway, she's straight as fuck. Why would I try to make a straight girl jealous? Ugh my life is so messed up, I don't know what to do.
Perrie texted me asking for a pic. Well I don't have a pic. I made some fake conversations and send her screens and now she believes me. I can't believe I actually took the time to fake texts. I'm such a bad liar and I don't know what to do, so I texted Jesy. She always gives great advice.
*text messages between Jade and Jesy*
Jade: JESY HELP.
Jade: I told Perrie that I met a girl in Miami and that we like each other and that we kissed. BUT IT'S NOT TRUE.
Jesy: What? Why would you make up something like that?
Jade: I DON'T KNOW.
Jesy: Wait are you trying to make her jealous??
Jade: No, I just wanted to see her reaction.
Jesy: Nah, knowing you, you are trying to make her jealous.
Jade: Doesn't matter she's straight anyway.
Jesy: Just tell her the truth before this lie gets bigger.
Jade: Well, it actually got bigger.
Jesy: oh God, what did you tell her?
Jade: Nothing I just made a fake conversation and made her believe it was between me and that girl.
Jesy: WHAT? JADE WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
Jade: I DONT KNOW HELP ME.
Jesy: TELL. HER. THE. TRUTH.
Jade: How am I supposed to do that? She's gonna think i'm a liar and she'll never trust me again.
Jesy: Well, you are a liar.
Jade: Shut up, fine. I'll tell her the truth.
Jade: Not tomorrow though, in a couple of days.
Jesy: You are crazy as fuck.
I am so stupid. How am I gonna explain her that this was all a lie. I'm just gonna say that it was a prank because there is no other explanation to this. She's never gonna believe me again, i'm so scared.
"JADE." My mom yelled from downstairs.
"WHAT?" I shouted but no one answered even though I know she heard it. I went downstairs.
"Can you get me my glasses?"
"Where are they?"
"Upstairs in my room."
"Why didn't you say that when I shouted "what" when I was upstairs??"
"Does it matter?"
"Yeah, because now I came downstairs for no reason and have to go back upstairs."
"It's not that bad. It's exercice, you're fat anyways." My dad interrupted.
"Wauw, what nice of you."
"NOW GET ME MY GLASSES." My mom yelled and I went back upstairs got her glasses and went downstairs to bring them to her.
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I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic
Fanfiction* COMPLETED* "I thought you loved me, I guess I was wrong." "I did love you once, I guess I don't anymore." Started: 8th of September 2017 Finished: 22nd of April 2018