I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 37

My mom didn't talk to me for a couple of days because of what I told her about me and Perrie. I was scared af she would say something to my dad, but she didn't. School finished now, it's the beginning of July. We've been apart for a month now and i'm still not over it. Now school is finished which means the thaibox season is also over and I couldn't be more lonely. I didn't leave my house for 2 weeks, and no one talked to me, I feel like I have no friends. After 2 weeks I went to Manchester and I stayed there for a month. There it was a bit better because I have a lot of family there, but I still felt lonely. Loneliness is the worst feeling ever, feeling like you have no one, feeling like if you would die no one would care. In the middle of august I returned home. So now we're almost apart for 3 months and I haven't heard from Perrie for 3 months which kinda sucks. But lucky for me when I came back home I went out with Liam a couple of times and he introduced me to new people which i'm really glad he did, I started to feel better. And about Jesy, yeah I haven't heard from her either, since she makes me think so much of Perrie and chose Perrie over me I stopped talking to her and she didn't try to talk to me.

Today is the first day of school. This will be my last year. And I know for sure that I will be in the same class as Perrie and Jesy, so that also means I won't have any friends in this class. And yes I was right, I am in the same class as Perrie and Jesy. Jesy came and  said hello and I just said hello back. Now that it's school again, she talks to me. But where was she the entire summer? Oh yeah nowhere. But she did tell me that Perrie and Zayn broke up, Zayn left her because she didn't want "to do things" with him, you know what I mean by that. That actually made me happy because that's just the biggest karma ever.

But as I expected Perrie and Jesy are always together in class, and I just ignore them and they ignore me. I did make this new friend called Dinah, she is nice and I just sit next to her sometimes. She is the only one I have.

After 10 days, sunday, it was my birthday, I was hoping to get a message from Perrie saying happy birthday but I didn't. So the next day I hoped she would say something in class, but she wasn't even at school.

It went like this for a month, I mean the ignoring thing with Perrie. Until one day we had to do a project for English.

"Guys, you are going to do a project about languages. You will be in groups of four. And no you cannot choose your teammates. I wrote everyones names on pieces of paper and i'm gonna pick a name one by one and that will decide which group you're in." The teacher explained.

"The first name is Jade."

"The second name is..."

"Oh please no Perrie." I whispered to myself.

"Perrie."

"Shit." I said to myself, out of 24 people, she will be in my group oh what nice. After everyone was in a group. The teacher told us that we have one hour today and one hour tomorrow to work on it. We were working with 2 other boys. So I went to sit with the boys and she came and sat next to me. We did talk but it was only about the project and we didn't talk alone, we just talked with the boys.

The next day we got another hour to work on it, and then we started talking. Only the two of us. It was just about school tho, but still we talked, it was only for two minutes. And Jesy was looking at us, and she came.

"Oh my God, i'm so happy you guys are talking again."

"We just talked about school." I answered.

"I don't care, at least you don't ignore each other anymore."

"I guess so."

After school I got a text message from Perrie.

Perrie: I wanna say thank you, for acting like an adult and not ignoring me. It means a lot.

Jade: Hahha, no problem I guess, i've changed, the past is behind me.

Perrie: Yeah, I saw it today. You're really calm and chill now. And yeah you're acting like an adult.

Jade: Well, i'm 17 now i'm a big girl.

The conversation went on and we talked for hours until 1 am. And since then we almost talked everyday.

Hi guysss im so sorry i havent updated in a decade, but im back and this story is gonna get messy. So pls keep reading and vote and leave a comment.