I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 18

2 weeks have passed by and me and Perrie have never been so close before. Even though we aren't together we act like we're a couple, we send each other love quotes and love songs, we hug like all the time, we just act like a couple but we're not in a relationship, but i'm also happy like this so we'll see what will happen next, I have hope though hope that one day maybe we'll be together, but today at school something happened and all my hopes dissapeared in a second.

"I need to tell you something Jade." Perrie said when we entered class.

"What?"

"Just promise me you won't get mad."

"I can't promise anything."

"Then I won't tell."

"Don't be a pussy and just tell me."

"You're gonna be mad."

"No, I won't."

"I'll tell you after class."

"Alright."

Class ended and I went straight to Perrie to ask her what's going on.

"Are you gonna tell me yet or nah?"

"I-i have a boyfriend."

"W-what?" I asked with a confused look.

"I'm in a relatioship Jade."

"Wauw, is it Alex?"

"No, it isn't."

"Then who is it?"

"It doesn't matter."

"Just leave me alone." I said madly.

"Jade please." She said and I walked away without looking at her. The next few hours you could see I wasn't happy all my hopes just dissapeared in a second. I don't know if I should be mad or not. After school I went home and texted Perrie.

*text messages between Jade and Perrie*

Jade: I'm not mad.

Perrie: Are you sure? You didn't look happy.

Jade: I just don't understand, you told me you felt the same way about me but now you're in a relationship with someone else?

Perrie: I just fell in love, Jade.

Jade: Oh fuck you, you gave me hope and now you just leave me like this. Who is this guy?

Perrie: I met him at the party friday.

Jade: What?? So you're in a relationship with someone you met 5 days ago? I can't believe this, how do you even fall in love in 5 fucking days?

Perrie: It just happened, i'm sorry.

Jade: Just get out of my life, I knew you would do this one day.

Perrie: I didn't do anything.

Jade: Yeah, right because you never told me you felt the same way about me.

Jade: You even said it a week ago.

Jade: What the fuck changed in a week??

Perrie: It's just he came.

Jade: Wauw, I hope you're happy. But you lost me.

Perrie: Please Jade, don't leave me.

Jade: No, i'm done. You're just an attention seeker, you'd do anything for attention and that's why you lied to me, you didn't like me, you just liked the attention I gave you.

Perrie: That's not true...

Jade: No it is and you know it, goodbye Perrie.

Perrie: Please pick up my calls.

Jade: I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY TO YOU.

Perrie: Can we talk tomorrow?

Jade: Just leave me alone.

Perrie: We're gonna talk tomorrow even if you don't want to.

Jade: Fine.

The next day Perrie stopped me to talk to me during lunch break.

"Jade?"

"What?"

"We were gonna talk."

"I never said that."

"Please just listen."

"Alright say what you wanna say and leave."

"I'm sorry I said I felt the same but I did tell you I wasn't sure about it and i'm just not into girls."

"I know now go away."

"Please Jade, I can't, you are so important to me."

"Then why did you do this?"

"I don't know,because i'm so stupid."

"I hope he's worth it, cause you lost me."

"Jade, don't go..." she said with a weak voice as I walked away. The next class she came and sat next to me.

"You know what, he's not worth it."

"I don't care." I said as I stood up and sat somewhere else.

After school Jesy came to me and had a confused look on her face.

"Jade, what's happening between you and Perrie?"

"Nothing, it doesn't matter."

"Jade she was crying during break and I know it's because of you."

"So what i'm the guilty one now?"

"I didn't say that, I don't even know what happened."

"Look she knows I have a crush on her and she told me she feels the same but now she's in a relationship with that guy she knows for like a week."

"Ow, i'm sorry. That's hard."

"Yeah, it is."

"But you mean a lot to her."

"If I meant a lot to her she wouldn't have done this."

"By the way they guy's name is Zayn, just saying."

"I hate her." I said as I tried really hard not to cry.

"Aww come here." Jesy said as she hugged me.

"I just, I thought for once in my life I had someone who cared about me, but I was wrong."

"I do care about you, you still have me."

"Thank you."

"So you guys are just not gonna talk anymore?"

"Maybe after a while but not now i'm just mad."

"I understand, by the way he's a dick so she'll regret doing this."

"I hope she will."

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