I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 26

Today we are going to Paris. I woke up early and went to school. It was so early and you could see everyone was tired. We got in the bus and as promised Perrie came and sat next to me. We talked, we listened to music and all untill we both got really tired.

"Would you mind if I sleep a bit?" She asked.

"I'm also gonna try to sleep I think." I answered.

"Alright." She said as she laid her head on my shoulder, well that wasn't what I expected. She laid her head on my shoulder and my heart dropped. I loved the feeling of that. I just want her to always lay her head on my shoulder. I couldn't even move and my heart was beating faster.

"Is it okay if I sleep like this?" She asked.

"Yeah, it's okay." I answered as I laid my head on her head. Jesy was sitting a couple of seats in front of me and I got a text from her.

*text messages between Jesy and Jade*

Jesy: I see you and Perrie are getting touchy ;)

Jade: Oh shut up, she's just sleeping.

Jesy: I SHIP YOU GUYS SO HARD.

Jesy: Just get back together again.

Jade: I wish we could :/ and she doesn't love me anymore anyways.

Jesy: I'm not so sure about that, but I'll try to talk to Perrie about it maybe she'll say something to me.

"Who are you texting?" Perrie asked.

"Uhm no one."

"I saw my name, you were talking about me."

"What? You're being delusional."

"You were texting Jesy weren't you?"

"Yeah, but we didn't say anything about you."

"You sure?" She asked raising her eyebrows.

"Yeah."

"Okay."

After a long ride we finally arrived in Paris. Our hotel was a bit further than the centrum so we had to take the metro everyday. We were there for 4 days and most of the time I spend time with Perrie. Except for the nights then I was with Leigh and another mate while she was with Lauren. The first night we couldn't sleep it was really funny and we slept at 4am and had to wake up at 8am. So you can guess the next day I looked like a zombie. Since I spend the entire day with her we got closer and it was hard because my feelings grow when we get closer. The third day we went to a restaurant with the entire class ofcourse we did everything with the entire class. I sat in front of Perrie and then there were other girls from our class sitting next to us at the table.

"Jade and Perrie are like one day really close and the other day they're fighting." A class mate said.

"Well, that's because of Perrie." I answered.

"What? Because of me?" She yelled and everyone laughed.

"Yeah, you always make me fucking mad."

"You're the one who fucking hacked my account."

"I DIDN'T HACK IT GOD DAMN IT."

"Girls, not the time." Jesy said.

"You know what Perrie did? You want me to tell them what you did cause it's much worse? Perrie..." I was about to say but Perrie kicked me under the table and I moaned so nobody could hear it. Luckily the other girls started another conversation between each other Perrie and I were talking to each other now.

"What was that for? You know I was joking I wouldn't tell them anything."

"Just don't joke about it."

"Alright, damn I didn't expect you to do this."

"Well, don't mess with Perrie."

"I won't." I said as we both smiled.

"You know we're making this really hard for ourselves by being this close."

"Yeah, I know." I said and everyone stood up and we left the restaurant.

After we left the restaurant we had some free time but I decided to spend that hour with Leigh because I haven't been with her since we've been here. I saw that Perrie was with Lauren and Jesy. After that one hour Jesy came to me.

"Jade, we need to talk." She said.

"About?"

"Perrie."

"Did she say anything?"

"Yeah. I didn't even ask she just started talking about you."

"What did she say?"

"That it's really hard for her, that you're making it hard for yourselves and each other. And I said you both love each other so you should just be together and she said there is no way, even if she wanted to."

"Ow, I understand."

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay, it's not like I was hoping for anything."

"Jade, you were and you still are."

"I just love her."

"And I know she loves you too and you know that too, she's just really scared and there is no way for her to go back to you."

"These are just excuses."

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay, thanks for telling me."

Ofcourse hearing that made me a little sad. But I still had hope, I know she likes me, I see it in the way she looks at me. It's the same look she had when we were together. Maybe it will take some time but I know that i'll get her back even though she broke my heart I can't stop loving her. Maybe it'll take time but i'll wait. After we returned home friday I saw Perrie again saturday at a concert and it was sooo fun. This week was litterally the best week ever. Probably thanks to Perrie.

Updateee. I'm trying to update more often now so you guys don't get bored. Anyways don't forget to vote and leave a commentttt.