It's been two days since i've been away. And it has been great till now. I'm with my parents and brother and I didn't think I would have so much fun with them. We also didn't fight or argue about anything so it's going great.
We are staying here for five days and today is the third day. First we went to eat breakfast which is in the hotel then we got on a tour. We visited a lot of places and that all day long. We returned in the evening and showered and went to a restaurant. Because i'm away everyday and don't have wifi, I can text Perrie only in the morning and before I go to sleep. But there was wifi in the restaurant so I could finally text her.
Jade: Babeeee, I have wifi now so we can talk.
Perrie: Yesss, finally. What are you doing now?
Jade: I'm at a restaurant waiting for food.
Perrie: And how was your day?
Jade: It was good but i'm tired.
Perrie: I'm glad you're having fun.
Perrie answered like every 10 minutes and that really triggered me, what is she doing that's more important than talking to me? So I decided to ask.
Jade: Perrie, what are you doing?
Perrie: I'm looking at pictures.
Jade: Pictures of?
Perrie: Myself duuh
Jade: So that's more fun than talking to me?
Perrie: What? No
Jade: Cause you answer really fucking slow
Jade: Like I did everything to have wifi so I could text you because we barely have talked the past few days but you would rather look at pictures.
Perrie: Lol i'm sorry is it that big of a deal?
Jade: Euhm yeah this is the first time i've been available in days and instead of talking to me you decide to look at goddamn pictures.
Perrie: Okay damn i'll stop looking at them.
We ate and left the restaurant and went back to the hotel. I also have wifi in the hotel so I recieved another text from Perrie.
Perrie: Jade, i'm sorry but I don't see why this is a big deal?
Jade: Then why are you saying sorry? Your sorry's never mean anything.
Perrie: You're making a drama out of anything.
Jade: And you always act like you're the victim but you're not.
Perrie: I don't act like i'm the victim.
Jade: Whatever, I just miss you
Perrie: Can we just forget this?
Jade: Yeah, i'm gonna sleep
Jade: Goodnight I love you
Perrie: ly2 and goodnight. Hope you'll have a great day tomorrow.
That night I couldn't fall asleep because I was worried. Me and Perrie have been fighting all the time for the past weeks and she just acts very strange and i'm scared that it's gonna end between us. I still love her a lot but we are arguing all the time. I saw Jesy was online so I decided to text her.
*text messages between Jade and Jesy*
Jade: Jes you up?
Jesy: Yeah i'm up, hows your vacationg going?
Jade: Goodd, i'm having a lot of fun.
Jesy: oh yess i'm glad
Jade: But I just had a fight with Perrie
Jesy: Again... send me screenshots
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*screenshot*Jesy: You guys are aware of the fact that you're making your relationship toxic aren't you?
Jade: Is it that bad?
Jesy: Jadey this is not the first time, it's getting out of hand
Jade: What can I do?
Jesy: idk try to make up, I know you guys aren't happy anymore which breaks my heart cause I know you 2 are made for each other.
Jade: I don't think we're made for each other, maybe we just don't belong together.
Jesy: Do you love her?
Jade: A lot
Jesy: Do you want to lose her?
Jade: Never in a million years.
Jesy: Then fix it
Jade: Look I tried but it seems like she doesn't want too.
Jesy: Just talk to her
Jade: I'll talk to her monday back at school.
Jesy: That's a good idea.
I don't know why things are so fucked up between us but the next day I texted her and we were all better and had a good conversation so i'm hoping it's gonna stay like this. I'm only here for 2 days and then i'm back home and then school starts already. And it's always better when we are together and see each other instead of being apart.
Updateee. Pls vote and comment what you think. Drama is coming soon don't hate me for it, this is a real story.
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I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic
Fanfiction* COMPLETED* "I thought you loved me, I guess I was wrong." "I did love you once, I guess I don't anymore." Started: 8th of September 2017 Finished: 22nd of April 2018