I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 32

We're on vacation now for 2 weeks and in 3 days i'll be going to Turkey. Normally I wanted to stay home today because I was out for the last few days and I wanted to stay in to have some me- time. But guess what I got bored. So I texted Perrie and she told me to come with her, Emma (her best friend), Emma's boyfriend and another girl from our class to go taking pictures. The place they're gonna do that is close to my house so I thought why not. I went to see them and they were already there. Perrie and Emma were both holding a bottle of wine, which I don't like. I don't like alcohol and I don't like Perrie drinking but I didn't say anything. It was fun, we took some pictures and stuff. And I liked it. But Perrie acted different maybe it was because her best friend was with us but she didn't give me much attention. I don't ask her for attention but even though I can't be her girlfriend around other people, i'm still her friend. It made me feel bad when I saw how Emma and her boyfriend were. We will never be like that. After two hours everyone went home including me. When I got home I got a text from Perrie.

*text messages between Jade and Perrie*

Perrie: It was fun today wasn't it??

Jade: Yeah, it was

Perrie: Tomorrow, it' our 3 month anniversary ❤❤

Jade: Yesss time flies

Perrie: You okay?

Jade: Yeah, it's just are you truly happy with me?

Perrie: Yeah, I am. Why do you ask??

Jade: First of all, I didn't like you drinking alcohol. That shit stinks.

Perrie: Here we go again...

Jade: You acted like you didn't want me there

Jade: It's like you do whatever the fuck you want and I just need to be okay with that and even if i'm not you don't care.

Perrie: I do care

Jade: You don't look like you care.

Perrie: Don't you see that lately all we do is fight?

Jade: Yeah, I don't like it either but there is something going on in your head and you're not telling me

Perrie: There's nothing okay

Jade: Stop lying.

Perrie: Thanks for making me cry rn

Jade: I didn't make you cry, you cry yourself.

Jade: Don't act like you're the only one crying.

Perrie: please stop.

Perrie: I don't want another breakdown now

Jade: We were supposed to meet tomorrow are you still up for it?

Perrie: After all of this, you still wanna see me?

Jade: well, it's our 3 month anniversary and it's my last day here tomorrow.

Jade: I don't wanna leave without making up.

Perrie: I don't know

Jade: Please?

Perrie: Alright, i'll see you tomorrow.

The next day Perrie did come like she promised. We went to that park we're always at. I gave her a hug when I saw her.

"Tss, yesterday you made me cry and today you act like this."

"I'm sorry, I really am." I answered.

"Happy 3 months by the way." I said and she smiled.

"Happy 3 months." She said and I went closer to kiss her but she turned her head.

"Because of what you did yesterday, you won't get a kiss."

"What? You don't mean that?" I said  with a weak smile.

"Well, you'll get a half kiss." She said kissing me as quick as possible.

"That's mean." I said giving a fake sad look.

"That's what you deserve bitch." She said laughing.

"What? You wanna fight?" I said
jokingly and hugged her from behind.

"Let's go buy something to eat, I'm hungry." I said and we went to the store and bought something to eat and we went to the park again.

"Are you okay?" I asked her as I rubbed her arm.

"Yeah, I just had a bad day yesterday."

"I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault, I've been like this for a week now."

"Well, can you kiss me now?" I asked raising my eyebrows and she smiled and pulled me close and kissed me. We kept kissing for a while but it didn't feel right. Normally I always keep my eyes closed while we kiss but now I kept my eyes wide open. It felt like someone was watching us.

"Jade? What's wrong?" Perrie asked.

"Nothing."

"Are you being paranoid?"

"I think I am, it feels like someone is gonna see us." I said.

"Damn this is new, normally I am the one who's paranoid not you. You're the one who always tells me not no be paranoid."

"Yeah, you're right." I said as I pulled her close and kissed her slowly. I slowly put my tongue into her mouth and our tongues both fought for dominance but I let her win.

"You're good." She said when she pulled away.

"You're better."

"Pff I need to go now." She said as she kissed me again.

"Oh don't go." I said as I kissed her neck.

"I need to go, you know how my parents are."

"Yeah, I know." I said looking down.

"Well, i'll see you in 9 days." She said as she gave me a big hug.

"I'm gonna miss you." I said.

"Have fun in Turkey!!"

"I will."

"And text me as much as you can."

"I'll try."

"Text me when you get there so I know you're safe."

"I will princes." I said as I kissed her one last time.

"I love you." I said as she smiled.

"I love you too babe." She said and I walked her to the busstop holding her hand.

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