Lately i've been talking a lot to Jesy. I have known her for a long time but we didn't really get along. We were in the same class in seventh grade. Seventh grade was a hell for me and I was mean to everyone including her so that's why she didn't like me and I didn't like her because I thought she was weird. I have changed since then, now I'm nicer to people, I try to talk to everyone including her. Today she sat next to me in class and we were talking.
"I saw your video on instagram you play guitar?" She asked.
"Yeah, I do."
"You are sooo good at it, like that solo, you have to be really good to play that."
"I've been playing for a couple of years now so I should be good." I said as I smiled.
"You're really good."
"Aww thanks, what kind of music do you like?"
"Well, I listen to a lot of music but my favorite band should be The 1975."
"OH MY GOD I LOVE THEM." I yelled as Perrie and Lauren turned around looking at me.
"I'm sorry I just got excited." I said and they all smiled.
"Where is Leigh though?" Lauren asked.
"She's sick, I don't think she'll come to school for a couple of days."
"Aww, I already miss her." Perrie joked and we all laughed.
"That was the bell, you can all leave." The teacher said and we all left the class room and were walking to our next class.
"Why did you yell like that? When you were talking to Jesy?" Perrie asked.
"Oh no, she just asked if I liked this band and I love them, i'm a crazy fangirl, you haven't seen that side of me yet." I answered.
"I haven't seen a lot of you, you're really mysterious Jade."
"I'm not."
"You are, everyone says that even the teachers, Jade. There's a lot I don't know about you, you basically know everything about me."
"That's not true, I also don't know a lot of things about you."
"Well, I am open. You're a bit closed, you don't talk much about your personal life. Don't get me wrong you don't have to, but it would be nice to get to know you more."
"Alright, i'll try."
"Does anyone here watch Faking It?" Jesy asked.
"OH MY GOD, I DO." I shouted.
"Thanks Jesy, she's yelling again." Perrie joked.
"That show is amazing." I said.
"What is it about?" Lauren asked.
"It's about 2 girls who are faking to be lesbians but one of them actually falls in love with the other." Jesy explained.
"I SHIP THEM SO MUCH." I shouted.
"SAME." Jesy shouted as we walked into class and the teacher told us to shut up.
When school finished, I went to the bus stop. Like almost everyday I waited for Perrie to come, even though she doesn't even know i'm waiting. I just wait because I want to take the bus with her, sometimes there are even people I know but I always say that i'm waiting for someone and they kinda look dissapointed because I don't take the bus with them. Today it took a bit longer for her to come but she did come.
"Didn't the bus come?"
"I just got here." I lied.
"You seem to be close with Jesy." She said.
"Oh she's nice, and we seem to like the same things you know."
"The only time I talk to her is like at parties, we're close at parties but at school we don't even talk."
"Good thing, I don't party." I said smiling.
"But you did promise me to come one time."
"Yeah, yeah, I remember. But I don't drink just saying."
"Not even a bit?"
"No."
"And you call me the good girl?"
"I don't drink because i'm good, I don't drink because it's fucking gross."
"Yeah, you're the good girl."
"Perrie, i'm a bad girl who hasn't been caught." I said as she raised her eyebrows.
"That's what I mean by mysterious, i'm learning everyday something new about you."
"Stop saying that, i'm not mysterious."
"Text Leigh and ask her what she thinks."
"Alright, let's see." I said as I took my phone and texted Leigh.
*text messages between Leigh and Jade*
Jade: Am I mysterious?
Leigh Anne: Hell yeah, i've known you for years and still feel like I don't know you.
Jade: Thanks, you helped a lot.
"HA SEE I TOLD YOU." Perrie shouted.
"Whatever."
"What was that today in the cafeteria with your friends?" She asked.
"Oh what happened with the teacher?"
"Yeah."
"My friends are crazy. They eat like animals and mess up the entire place and then we all run away because no one wants to clean. And sometimes the teachers catch us like today."
"Oh my God." She said laughing.
"Teachers know by now what kind of animals we are so that's why they always look at our table."
"You have a lot of friends though."
"We're like with 10 at our table but you also sit with like ten at your table?"
"I only talk like to 3 of them the others are their friends not mine."
"Oww, I get it."
"That's why I say you have a lot of friends."
"Believe me, we're only like friends at school outside school I barely have friends."
"What? You seem so social."
"Perrie, you really don't know me, i'm really socially awkward. I'm bad at making friends. But i'm happy with my squad at school, even though teachers hate us and they're all crazy."
"Well, you must be crazy too then."
"Maybe I am, who knows." I answered smiling. After a couple of minutes the bus came and we walked in.
"Damn, look at that guy, he's so hot."
"Perrie, stop looking at him, damn girl."
"C'mon I can't. He's perfect."
"And then you wonder why you're known as a slut at school."
"You really didn't just say that."
"I-i'm sorry I didn't mean like that." I said with an apologizing look.
"Yeah, whatever. I actually like you even though you insult me all the time."
"No one has ever liked me for insulting them." I said.
"You just say what you think I admire that."
"Well, thanks."
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I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic
Fanfiction* COMPLETED* "I thought you loved me, I guess I was wrong." "I did love you once, I guess I don't anymore." Started: 8th of September 2017 Finished: 22nd of April 2018