I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 27

2 months later

Today is the day, today i'm gonna tell Perrie that I still love her. I've waited very long and I just can't do this anymore.

I asked her if she could come to the park nearby and she did.

"What's wrong, Jade?"

"I still love you." I said looking down.

"What?" She asked confused.

"I'm in love with you." I said.

"Are you?"

"Yeah."

"Jade, I don't know what to say."

"Are you gonna reject me?"

"Look Jade, this makes me so sad. Because I really don't know what to do."

"What do you mean?"

"I want to, but I can't. I can't lie to my parents. I don't know what to do i'm not happy like this but I'm also not gonna be happy if i'm gonna start lying and hiding things from them. It's really difficult for me."

"Perrie, you're not the only one who has to hide things and lie, I also have to do that."

"At least your parents know or think that we're just friends and they let you hang out with me, my mom doesn't, she thinks you're bad for me."
She said as she was almost crying and I gave her a hug.

"I understand what you mean, I won't bother you. I'll just leave it like this."

"No, just give me time please. I know I can love you. I know I can give you what you deserve, I know I can make you happy. I know I can make us happy. Please just give me time  untill the exams are finished, first we need to focus on that."

"Yeah, you're right."

"So what are we gonna do now?" She asked looking into my eyes.

"As you said we're gonna act like I never told you that I still love you. We're gonna focus on the exams and after that you'll give me an answer."

"Okay, but I need to go now. I'll text you."

"Alright. Bye." I said as she hugged me and left.

Weeks passed by and tomorrow is finally the last exam meaning i'm finally gonna get an answer from Perrie? I texted her to ask if she maybe wanted to go eat something after the exam.

*text messages between Jade and Perrie*

Jade: Wanna go eat something tomorrow after school?

Perrie: Yeah, sure.

Perrie: I need to tell you something anyways.

Jade: About that answer?

Perrie: Please, let's talk tomorrow.

So after the exam we went to a fastfood restaurant and ate something. Then I decided to ask her about what she was going to tell.

"So what is that thing you were going to tell me?" I asked.

"Oh yeah, can it wait?"

"Ugh, Perrie just tell me. Are you trying to fuck my mind."

"It's just I don't know how to say it."

"It's no isn't it, the answer is no. You don't want to be with me."

"No Jade, it's not about that."

"Then what is it about?"

"I'm going away."

"What?"

"For 2 weeks but you won't be able to reach me, I won't have any wifi. I'm going on vacation with my parents."

"Damn, well. Okay, have fun."

"You're not mad?"

"No, why would I be mad? You're going on vacation that's normal. Yeah okay i'm not happy that I can't reach you for 2 weeks but i'll survive."

"You're so cool thanks." She said smiling.

"When are you going?" I asked.

"I don't know."

"What do you mean you don't know?"

"I don't, my parents say it's a surprise."

"You have some damn weird parents." I said as she looked at me with a mad look.

"Sorry." I apologized.

The next day she send me a text at 6am and said good morning. I thought she just woke up early but no that was because she already went away. She didn't even stay to get the results of our exams. I thought she would leave after that. Now she's gone and I don't even know when she's coming back. For 2 weeks I felt really lonely I realized that without her i'm just empty and have no one. I did nothing for 2 weeks,  I only saw Liam once and that was all. I hope she comes back fast because I miss her.

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