3 days later:
Perrie went to a party yesterday and normally when I open my phone I always get a whole story about how the party went. But this time I didn't get one, so that was weird. But I texted her.
*text messages between Jade and Perrie*
Jade: How was the party?
Perrie: It was funnn.
Jade: Normally you write a whole story about it why not now?
Perrie: Well, you want me to tell you everything?
Jade: Yeah always.
Perrie: So first I was with Jesy and Lauren and stuff and then yeah Zayn was also there and we danced.
Jade: What?? You danced with Zayn??
Perrie: Yeah, it didn't mean anything.
Jade: How close?
Perrie: Close but not too close.
Jade: wtf I can't believe this?? We fucking argued about this I fucking told you how I felt about it, and you go dance with him??? Oh yeah he really wants to be friends with you, that's why he dances with you.
That's when I started to cry just staring at my phone, knowing I lost her. You may think yeah they just danced nothing special. I wouldn't care if it was with someone else, but it was with Zayn and after I told her how I felt about it. I thought maybe I was overreacting but Perrie doesn't give any details about it so I texted Jesy to find out more about it.
*text messages between Jade and Jesy*
Jade: Yow look I know Perrie danced with Zayn, but what was it exactly?
Jesy: Well, i'm not gonna lie. It was pretty close, like friends wouldn't dance like that...
Jade: So she just fucking cheated on me.
Jesy: If you consider it cheating then yes.
I couldn't stop crying. And yeah I consider this cheating. First of all it was with her ex and second we fucking talked and argued about it and she said I was right but no.
Perrie: Jade pls answer.
Jade: You fucking cheated on me...
Perrie: What? No I didn't. Dancing is not cheating, I didn't kiss him or have sex with him??
Jade: There's two types of cheating physically and emotionally, you did the second one
Perrie: No I didn't
Jade: i'm just so done with you, I can't do this anymore...
Perrie: What are you breaking up with me?
Jade: ....
Perrie: No jade pls I love you, I know we can get through this together like we always do pls don't do this
Jade: No i'm done, this was over the line, you fucking break me every time
Jade: I didn't forbid you to see him, but you know how I felt about it and how it still makes me sad and you went fucking dancing with him while you knew.
Perrie: Jade pls it really didn't mean anything
Perrie: I want you and I love you
Jade: Too bad I don't believe you
Jade: Goodbye
Perrie: jade no pls don't do this
2 days later I thought maybe I overreacted maybe I shouldn't have broken up with her. So I talked to her at school.
"Perrie can we talk?" I asked.
"About?"
"The thing that happened, look I think I maybe overreacted, and you were right we can only get through this together."
"Lol Jade I don't want you anymore."
"What?"
"I just don't want it anymore."
"2 days ago you said you fucking love me what changed??"
"A lot changed, I'm not into you anymore."
"What the fuck, so what you said 2 days ago was all a lie?" I asked and she ignored me. I got really mad and wanted to hit something so bad. Why is she doing this to me why does she tell me she loves me and wants me and then 2 days later she tells me the opposite. I just had to take my mind of things, so I texted Liam asking if we could hang. After school we went to mcdonalds I was just looking at the people who were walking by and then I couldn't believe my eyes, I saw Perrie with Zayn.
"Liam what the fuck Liam." I said as I grabbed his arm and shook it.
"What?"
"Look over there."
"Oh shit."
"No way, i'm going to them."
"What no Jade don't." He yelled but I already got up and ran to them.
"Hiii." I said as I walked next to her.
"Hello."
"And who is this?"
"That's Zayn."
"Oh hi."
"Perrie let's talk." I said as I grabbed her arm and pulled her with me."
"What are you doing? Let me go." She yelled.
"No we're gonna talk."
"No we're not Zayn and I are gonna eat."
"How could you do this to me?" I said and she didn't even look.
"YOU FUCKING SLUT." I yelled in front of everyone and Liam just pulled me away which I am mad for cause I wanted to say a lot more. So the girl that claimed to love me and claimed to not have cheated on me replaced me with her ex within 2 days. I just got replaced too quickly and I went home and I just hate myself and how I was so dumb to let her do this, how I still love her even after she replaced me. My self esteem just got very low, all my trust in people is gone. Everything is gone. My parents also keep asking me questions because they see that i'm sad but I don't say anything. And then I got a text.
Perrie: I cant believe you called me a slut in front of everyone.
Jade: you deserved that
Perrie: that was very low
Jade: do you have feelings for him?
Perrie: that doesnt matter
Jade: it does
Perrie: yeah I like him
Jade: you barely know him?
Perrie: you don't know that
Jade: well okay then
Jade: do you still love me? Just answer this question and i'll leave you alone
Perrie: I do but only as a friend
Jade: Damn, so quick, 2 days ago you said you loved me but now you don't
Jade: I just fucking can't believe you could do this to me
Jade: goodbye
Yeah sad chapter. Please leave something in the comments and yeah vote. This actually happened to me in real life as me being Jade. So I want to know what y'all think about it. Is what Perrie did normal or?
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I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic
Fanfiction* COMPLETED* "I thought you loved me, I guess I was wrong." "I did love you once, I guess I don't anymore." Started: 8th of September 2017 Finished: 22nd of April 2018
