I Loved You First // Jerrie Fanfic

Chapter 23

2 weeks later I returned back home. I do miss Perrie, she did text me after the breakup asking if we could be friends I told her that I need time for that. I don't know why but I really feel like she's hiding something it feels like she has someone else. I figured I would get over Perrie if I found someone else. There was this guy named Harry texting me all the time. I know he's a fuckboy and he keeps asking when we will see each other. I'm seeing Jesy today so I thought before seeing her I could see him for like an hour and then tell him I need to see my friend. So that's what I did, I told him to come see me at the park well not the park me and Perrie always hang out but another one. When I was on my way I got a text from him saying he's waiting for me. I'm actually pretty nervous I saw his pictures and he's not good looking so I don't know why i'm doing this. I'm doing this just to get Perrie out of my mind, because right now she's the only thing that's on my mind.

And there I saw him from a distance and he's actually not as ugly as he looks on his pictures, he's alright. I went closer and I faced him.

"Heey." He yelled as he kissed my cheek.

"Hi." I said smiling.

"So let's walk." He said and we kept walking.

"You have beautiful hair."

"Thank you." I answered.

"You're also beautiful."

"Thanks."

"You're really shy, you don't have to be."

"I'm sorry, i'm always like this when I meet new people, kinda socially awkward."

"No problem, I'll make you feel comfortable."

We walked for another 5 minutes when he asked to sit and I said yes so we sat.

"Ah come closer why are you sitting so far away?" He asked and I sat a bit closer and he put his arm around me. After 2 minutes he held my face and kissed me and I kissed back.

"I told you I would kiss you." He said and I didn't say anything. I was hoping he wouldn't kiss me again because it was kinda gros. But he did and this time using his tongue I don't know why I didn't pull away but it was really disgusting. He kept kissing me and I let him.

"Uhm I need to go now my friends are waiting for me." I said as I stood up and he also stood up.

"Aww that's too bad, well I hope i'll see you again some time."

"Yeah." I said as we walked.

"I have to go that way." I said.

"I have to go the other way so can I hug you goodbye?"

"Yeah." I said as he hugged me, well I wish he only hugged me but he kissed me again. After that I left him and went to see Jesy. When I saw her I gave her a hug and she already saw something was up.

"Ey you okay?"

"I-I need to tell you something." I said stuttering.

"What?"
"Let's sit somewhere." I suggested and we sat down.

"So remember what had happened between me and Perrie and Alex?"

"Yeah?"

"After that we became friends again."

"Yeah I saw that."

"Well, we actually were together."

"What like together in a relationship??" She asked as she stood up from excitement and I nodded.

"OH MY GOD THAT'S AMAZING I ALWAYS SHIPPED YOU GUYS ANYWAY." She shouted.

"Well don't be too happy because we broke up."

"Why?"

"She dumped me because oh her mom. I was really sad and I thought it would take my mind off of her if I met someone else so before I came here I met a boy and he kissed me and I thought kissing someone else would make me forget Perrie but that's not the case, I even miss her more right now."

"How that?"

"Kissing him was disgusting and I realized I only wanna kiss Perrie and no one else."

"Am I the only one who knows this?" She asked.

"Yeah, and please keep it this way like Perrie can also not know that you know about us because we promised each other we never would tell anyone but I just really needed to talk to someone also Liam knows but Liam doesn't know Perrie you do so It feels better to talk to you about it."

"Do you still talk to her?"

"Well sometimes we text but it's just really hard to keep distance and i'm scared for what's gonna happen when I see her back at school. I don't wanna be strangers with her, I don't wanna lose her but I also can't be friends with her."

"Jade, you have to make a choice either you become strangers or either you become friends. If you don't wanna lose her I suggest you stay friends."

"I'm so scared she'll find someone else."

"Don't think about it, right now just do what's best for you."

"Why do I feel like there's someone else?" I asked.

"What do you mean?"

"I don't know if I believe her mom is the reason. What if there's someone else."

"Why do you think that?"

"I don't know what to think anymore."

"Maybe you should talk to her."

"No, it always ends up in a fight."

"Then just wait till school starts and see how it is between you guys."

"Yeah, I guess I have to wait another 2 weeks."

"Can we go eat now? I'm starving."

"Yes let's go." I said as we stood up and went to eat.

New chapter guys. Sorry i'm updating slow. I'll try to update sooner. Please vote and comment.