Decisions (Harry Styles)

Chapter 11

JAMIE'S POV

I woke up this morning and I still couldn't believe what happened. I saw Harry Styles crying. Really? For once in my life, I felt that he was so vulnerable. In a way, I felt really close to him. He looked really hurt...

I had to find out what happened to this guy. I had to know why he was crying. And most of all, I had to know what he was hiding behind his mask.

Even if he was seen as the tough guy, he had feelings. To be honest, I didn't think that was the case.

When I arrived at school this morning, he wasn't there. He already missed two days this week and I have to admit that I was slightly worried. Was he alright? I don't really know why but I decided to text him, only to feel good with my conscience.

"Is everything alright? It's Jamie."

I didn't even have to wait for his answer. About 30 seconds later, my phone vibrated in my pocket.

"Be at Ginger's park at 7 pm."

I'm usually not into receiving order like that but his broken face came back in my mind. Have you ever been in love? Where did that come from. Something is wrong with that guy.

Everyone's broken in his own way...

HARRY'S POV

I didn't feel like getting out of bed that day. I felt stupid. So fucking stupid. I cried in front of a damn girl. What kind of pussy am I ? I was upset, that's all. But I shouldn't have done this. I feel stupid.

But, for whatever reason, I needed to see her again. I liked how simple she was. I didn't even have to talk. She just stood there waiting for me to feel better.

It just looked like she cared, but not too much. That's why I asked her to come to the park with me today. I didn't want to talk about what happened, but I just wanted to spend some time with her. I don't care if it looks weird. She just made me feel slightly better by doing absolutly nothing. I wanted to see if she could make me feel that way again.

It was not a date. Far from it. It was just... a meeting I guess. Something like that.

And here I was, in the middle of the park, waiting for her.

JAMIE'S POV

I saw him over there and for the first time, I forgot how much of a jerk he was. He looked stunning. Probably one of the hottest guy I've ever seen. His long brown curly hair was just perfect. Usually, I'm not really into tattoos. But he had so many... and to be honest I loved them. I wonder if they have a meaning...

"Hello Jamie" he said in his casual raspy voice.

"Hello Harry, how are you feeling?" He looked so tired, like if he hadn't sleep for days. Maybe he didn't...

"I'm alright. Let's go take a walk?"

"Wait! Why were you crying the other day? Is everything okay now?"

"Let's go now" he answered, completly ignoring my question. That made me a little upset.

"Answer me please..."

"Why? We barely know each other. Let's go now." he calmly said. I was getting impatient, but he wasn't wrong...

We walked in silence for what seemed like 10 hours... I became more upset as it was getting more awkward.

"I didn't come here for nothing. Please, talk to me."

"Of course you didn't come here for nothing. You came here for me. Here I am. Walk now." he calmly answered

Damn, that boy is a real challenge.