Decisions (Harry Styles)

Chapter 40

HARRY'S POV

I wasn't really into that movie. I was focusing on her and the way her head was resting so perfectly on my shoulder. I felt extremly happy. Our fingers were intertwined and I felt so close to her. She was beautiful. And perfect. She was eveything I was looking for in a girl.

When Zayn insulted me, I didn't even care. Months ago, I would've literally jumped on him. I would have ripped his head off. But somehow, it was easy tonight to control myself. I just had to focus on her beautiful face and forget the bullshit he was saying. I think he is fucking jealous. Zayn has already been in love, but it never worked out. He was in love with that bitch in gym class. She was hot, but so stupid. They were hanging out all the time and he was getting addicted to this girl. That was ridiculous. He made a move on her and she admitted that she had a boyfriend. What a slut.

I'm done with his bullshit. I have to focus on one thing : her. It's all that matter to me right now and I'm not going to let her slip away because of a jerk. 

To be honest, I didn't really listen to the movie. It seemed alright. A little too cheesy for me, but alright. When I looked back at her, I saw tears streaming down her face.

"Hey" I whispered in her ear "Are you alright?" wiping my shirt sleeve under her eyes.

"I'm fine Harry, it's the movie..." she slowly answered.I knew it. I knew that she was going to cry. 

"It's alright. It's only a movie you know? I don't have cancer, we'll be fine." I said, teasing her. 

"Oh shut up" she said, hitting my shoulder gently. Her smile meant the world to me. 

She rested her head on my shoulder again, until the end of the movie. Everyone was crying in that damn cinema, but she was the only one that mattered to me. 

When the movie ended, we stayed on our sit to listen to Ed Sheeran's song. I didn't mind staying longer, I just wanted to freeze that moment in time. It was absolutely perfect.

"Ready to go?" I said at the end of the song.

"I am" she said as I took her hand.

"You liked the movie ?" I asked, already knowing the answer.

"So much. It's such a beautiful story. It was absolutely perfect. LIfe is unfair sometimes, they deserved to live a long and happy life." she said, still looking sad.

"To my eyes, life is fair because it's unfair to everyone."

"That's... Yes, I think you're right. And you, did you like the movie?" she asked. Oh damn.

"Well... To be honest it's not exactly my type of movie.It was too cheesy. But I know that you really liked it so I'm going to say that I really liked it too."

"Harry, stop thinking about what others will think of you. Did you like the movie, or not? It's a simple question." she seriously said.

"Well, I have to admit that it was alright. Usually, what I hate about romance movies is the shitty happy endings. In the movies, love is always too easy. That makes it so fake and I just don't believe in that bullshit. What I liked about this movie is that it was real. Of course their story was cheesy but sometimes, love is. I don't want to sound heartless but I liked the fact that he died. " I honestly answered.

"I understand. Love can't cure cancer." she said.

"No, love can't. But at least, it can fix a lot of things. Love makes people change for better. It makes them believe in theirselves. It fills loneliness..."

"It helps people to go on and to get over their past." she cut me off. Damn, she was fucking right and I loved to hear that.

"Exactly. Love is a beautiful thing even though it's not perfect."

JAMIE'S POV

Tonight, Harry was perfect. He was saying everything that I wanted to hear. The way he was talking about love literally made me melt. It was so cute and I could tell that inside, he was a romantic. Deep inside...

"It's getting late, I should drive you back to your place?" he gently said.

"Of course" I answered, not wanting that night to end.

We got to his car and he started driving to my place. I couldn't stop staring at him. I still couldn't believe that a guy like him was into me. Even though he had flaws, Harry was absolutely perfect.

"Thank you for accpeting my invitation tonight. I really enjoyed the evening."

"Thanks to you Harry. It really loved the evening too. " I said. I couldn't stop smiling. He was making me happy, again. 

As we arrived to my place, he stopped the engine, he got out of his car and ran to the passenger door to open it. He was adorable. 

"There you go" He said with his perfect smile. He took my hand and walked to my door. 

"Thank you very much" I said, smiling back at him. 

"To be honest, I had a really good time with you tonight and I hope it won't be the last time." he said, still holding my hand. 

"I feel the same way Harry, thank you for the night." I said, distracted by his touch. 

"It was almost a perfect date." he said, with a cute smirk. 

"Almost? To my eyes it was kind of perfect...Well, I guess but you know it's..." he cut me off by pressing his lips to mine. I slowly put my arms around his neck as his hands were now resting on my waist. He was so gentle. That kiss was short, but absolutely perfect. 

"Now you're right it was a perfect date. Good night love" he said, kissing me on the cheek. 

I stayed on the porch, watching him leave. I couldn't move. I felt the butterflies in my stomach and I couldn't stop smiling. I felt drunk with hapiness. I couldn't remember the last time I felt that way, if I ever did. At that moment, I was absolutely certain. 

I was in love with Harry Styles. 

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