Decisions (Harry Styles)

Chapter 10

HARRY'S POV

*Flashback*

She is beautiful. I love the way she looks at me. I love the way she kisses me. I love the way she makes me feel like I'm worth it. I love absolutely everything about her.

"I love you Harry" she said while leaving a soft kiss on my lips.

Things couldn't be better. She is there, lying in my arms and I'm the happiest man on earth. She makes me complete.

"I love you more than words could describe" I said, meaning every words.

It's good to finally love someone.

"Would you marry me?" I asked

"Believe me, one day I will" she answered while pecking my lips.

I trust her. I know that she will be mine for the rest of my life. I couldn't stand losing her.

*END*

Fucking nightmare.

I woke up really early only to find out that it was only just a dream again. It seemed so real. I could almost smell the perfect scent of her hair. I could almost feel her hands wrapping around my neck. I could almost feel her love for me...

Bullshit. It was all bullshit. Why can't I just accept the fact that she is gone? I'm not a pussy. I shouldn't be heartbroken only for a damn girl.

I was stupid enough to believe her and now I'm weak enough to be broken. It has to stop. I went outside and started running until I couldn't feel my legs. I had no idea where I was but to be honest I didn't give a fuck. I'd rather be physically lost than mentally. Since she's gone, I have no escape.

Tears were running down my face as I was running. But it wasn't pain I swear, it was anger. I was mad at myself. It was all my fault. Why did I trust her?

Love destroys.

JAMIE'S POV

I was on my balcony doing some homework. It was mid-September and I could still feel that summer was in the air.

I was finishing my math homework when I saw a guy, running in my street. Not the typical guy. It was him, Harry.

He was in his casual clothes and I could see that he was really tired. Then, he sat on the ground, his head in his hands. What was he doing?

I had to go see him. Without thinking, I walked to him.

"Hey.." I said, hesitating. When he lifted his head, I could see that he was crying. Really?

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Nothing" he said, angrily.

"You are crying.. I know something is wrong I'm not stupid." I said back.

"I'm not crying. I'm sweating. And I'm tired. That's all"

"Okay it's fine if you don't want to talk about it" I sat next to him, not even looking at him. I was waiting for him to open up. He looked at me with a questioning look.

"What are you doing?"

"Nothing? I'm just sitting here with you"

"Okay..." he said.

We sat there for about 15 minutes. We were silent and I could feel his eyes on me. He felt slightly uncomfortable and I could feel it.

"Have you ever been in love?" he said. I couldn't really understand why he was asking me that. He look... destroyed.

"I just... I don't know"

"Clearly, you have never been in love. You would have known if you had been in love." Then, he stood up and left. I was shocked.

What the hell just happened? I had never seen him like that. He looked so vulnerable. I had to know what happened to him.

I walked back to my place. I was thrown and I knew that the night was going to be long.

Really long...