Decisions (Harry Styles)

Chapter 14

HARRY'S POV

That didn't last long, but damn it was good. I don't care if she was tipsy, she kissed me. I woke up this morning in my bed and all I wanted to do was call her. She's intoxicating. I have no idea why she does that to me, but I'm not even trying to figure it out. I want her, that's all. 

"Good morning. How are you feeling?"

I couldn't help but text her. She is probably hangover and she probably doesn't even remember what happened last night. But I do. I do and I think that even if I wanted to, I couldn't even forget it. 

"I am good... Why ? What happened last night?"

And again, I was right.

JAMIE'S POV

I woke up this morning with a big headache. I couldn't remember what happened last night but somehow, I knew that I was with Harry. I hope I didn't do anything bad. Most of all, I hope he didn't do anything bad to me...

*FLASHBACK*

"Why did you do that?" I asked him, still crying.

"You were so vulnerable angel. You drank so much. It was too easy for me and I needed you" he said while touching me again. That guy is a monster. I can't believe he was the first one to touch me. Only thinking about it makes feel sick.

"I told you to stop. Please. I didn't want you to touch me." I couldn't stop crying. I couldn't believe I lost my virginity to that guy. I wanted to have sex for the first time with someone who respected me. The opposite happened. That guy took advantage of me. It hurt. It hurt on the outside, but also on the inside.

Since that day, I promised to myself that I wouldn't be an easy girl. I was done with guys. 

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I had to find out what happened last night. 

"Nothing happened last night. Everything is fine don't worry" he answered me. For some reason, I couldn"t believe him. Something always happens in parties... 

"Please, I need to see you, now."

"Okay I'll be there in 5"

As I was waiting for him, I tried to picture in my head what could've happened yesterday. I was always coming back to that event. The incident I should, but can't forget. Then, he knocked on my door.

"Hello Harry"

"Hi Jamie. Want to go for a walk?" he said.

"Harry, I asked you to come here because we need to talk" I answered.

"Yes ? But we can talk while walking..."

"Oh.. Yes right." I said while closing the door and following him to the street.

"So, we need to talk?" He said with his usual smirk.

"It's not funny Harry. What happened last night?" I rudely ask.

"Nothing"He simply said.

"I know something happened ! Please!"

"Nothing! I swear ! We were drinking a little bit and we went outside because it was too hot and then you kissed me but that's all! "

What ? That was totally impossible. I couldn't have kissed him, I never would.

"I didn't kiss you Harry, you're lying."

Not that I don't want to... But I couldn't.

"I'm not lying, we kissed." he said, laughing.

No. That couldn't be true. I wouldn't kiss Harry. I'm sure he did it. He is a jerk, I knew it. He took advantage of the fact that I was totally drunk to kiss me and now he is laughing. Maybe he went farther! I wouldn't know, I don't remember anything! Damn.. He is like all the others, I knew it. 

"You're a jerk Harry. I was drunk !" I said, out of my mind. 

"What? You're crazy..." he said, defending himself.

Then , I left. He wasn't good for me , I knew it. It's happening to me, again. I ran to my house, leaving him alone, in the middle of the street. 

I don't want to see him again. 

A N 

Hey !

Sorry it took so long to update but school ends in a week and im really busy.

Thanks ! x