Decisions (Harry Styles)

Chapter 5

JAMIE'S POV

It's been a week. A week since school started. A week since i've been living through hell.

I miss London more than anything. I hate my new life.

The school is worst than what I thought. People are stupid. They are partying all the time. I don't get where the fun is in drinking. I prefer staying at home to write. All the memories seem the fade away with every word that's written.

Forget the past, go on

If it doesn't last, move on

Keep your head up, carry on

I know it hurts, he was wrong.

HARRY'S POV

The party is boring. I've had sex with only two girls. I'm trying to have some but they are all just too wasted for that. It'd be disgusting.

"Hey Louis, I'm heading home" i said to my best mate.

"Come on man" he answered. "The party just started. I bet I can have sex with this girl before you"

"Sorry lad, i had some with her an hour ago" I said looking at the hot blondie next to him. Louis is good with girls. Just not as good as I am. I'd say that if I was Batman, he'd be Robin.

"Really? Oh. I get it. Watch me, she'll be mine in less than 30 min. Have a good evening Haz"

I was tired of the loud music. I was walking out of the house as fast as I could. I didn't want to be intercepted by a girl. I just wanted to go to my place alone tonight. As I jumped in my car, I saw her. Gabriella.

She was beautiful. As always. I forced mysef not to look into her deep blue eyes. What was she doing here? I thought she had moved to Canada. I guess I was wrong, again.

I am always wrong when it comes to her.

*Flashback*

I was walking down the street, heading to her house. I knew she didn't want to see me here, but I needed to see her. She broke up with me a week ago and I can't live properly anymore.

As i knocked on her door, she opened.

"What are you doing here Harry?"

"I miss you. You know, when it first started, I was a total jerk. I only wanted to get pussies. But then you came in my life. I changed for you Gabe and I don't regret it. To be honest I don't know why you broke up with me. I tried so fucking hard. I know I probably look stupid right now but please, marry me. You are the love of my life I know it! I'm willing to change again for you and..."

"What's happening baby?" a male voice came out of nowhere. He took her hand and gently kissed her. Who the fuck was that man?

"Oh it's okay Caleb, go back in our room I'll be there in 5"

He kissed her neck and left. Our room? What the actual fuck. I felt my heart breaking into my chest.

"Really? You are with someone else? Is this kind of a fucking joke?" I couldn't even feel the hurt anymore. I was pissed off,

"Harry, I am not in love with you. I love him. I told you you had to move on. It will never work out. I am sorry"

All the efforts i've made to have her came back in my mind. I was hurt. I couldn't think straight. I was back to being myself again.

I stepped inside, pushing her as I tried to make my way to their room. My anger was increasing with every step I was taking. I heard her yelling in the back of my head.

"No Harry! Don't do that! "

I had to do it. I had to feel better.

I saw him and started to hit him until the anger slowly faded away to let the pain took its place...

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