Hatred (EXO FF) (FINISHED)

[23] His' Thoughts II

[23] His' Thoughts II

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Bryle's POV

"Iha, kaya mo na? Baka mamaya masama naman pakiramdam mo tapos papasok kana."

"Manang, okay na po ako. Astig kaya to. Sige po manang, una na po kami."

"Ingat kayo. Bryle?"

"Okay, manang." I know what Manang means. She wants me to take care of Courtney.

Papasok na kami ngayon. And as usual, we're walking. Syempre naiinis ako kasi nakakatamad pero nasanay na rin ako. Hindi naman pala ganun kalayo and actually I'm enjoying it.

I'm not used to this. Yung mabait niyang treatment sakin? Hindi ako sanay lalo na't alam kong parang napipilitan lang siya. Alam ko na may galit pa rin si Courtney sakin, hindi basta-basta mawawala yun.

Kinuha ko yung phone ko. I receive a message from Yvette.

From: Yvette

You're doing good now, Bryle. Always take care. Take care of her, okay? Please, don't hurt her. I always love you.

Yes, she always love me but she can't prove to me at all. Hindi pwde. She's in a fixed marriage too. Alam niyo na, business. Pero itong sakin.. Not a fucking business but a fucking blackmail.

Dad asked me to sign the papers needed para maikasal na siya ulit. But I don't want to kaya idinaan niya sa ganto. If I don't sign, I'll be marrying this girl.

Hell, I don't even want to get married early! Hindi ko na nga alam gagawin ko eh. They're making me do the things I don't want to.

If I sign the papers, then this fixed marriage will be over. I don't fucking want to sign and I don't fucking want to get married early.

Jesus, this made me sick.

"Galit ka pa ba sakin?" Out of nowhere bigla siyang nagtanong.

Am I? Galit pa ba ako sa kanya?

Hindi ko alam. Pero, oo nung una. Galit ako sa kanya dahil siya naaalala ko sa kanya lahat. All the fucking business that Dad wants me to do.

"I'm sorry." Hindi ko alam. Hindi ko alam lalo na't naguguluhan na rin ako.

Parang gusto ko ng i-sign yung mga papeles para hindi na ko mahirapan pero.. Ayoko. Kapag ginawa ko yun, wala na ko sa fixed marriage na to and I'm free. But this girl..

"Okay! Alam ko naman na galit ka pa sakin eh. Pero huy ah? Mabait kana ngayon kaya dapat bawasan mo na rin galit mo sakin. Di yan pwde kay Enrile. Tsk." Sheez. This girl sends me goosebumps.

Pero alam niyo yun? Nagi-guilty talaga ako dahil ako ang may hawak ng lahat. Nasa kin yung desisyon.. If I do this or not.

I'm guilty because, really, Courtney has nothing to do with this. Nadamay lang siya dito dahil kilala na ng tatay ko ang tatay niya. Then they have deal with it.

Kapag napirmahan ko na yun, then Courtney will be free to do what she wants. I'm thinking that I will tell her everything but.. Hindi ko ata kaya. Mas lalo siyang magagalit kapag nalaman niyang nadamay lang siya dito.

"I know." Yun lang ang sagot. Pumasok na kami sa classroom at agad naman siyang sinalubong ng mga kaibigan niya.

She's lucky. Ako? I don't have friends. I don't need them. May mga kinakausap ako pero I don't consider them as my friend. Isa lang ang kaibigan ko and he's not here.