[43] Explanation
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Bryle's POV
"I did nothing, Dad! Nothing!" Sigaw ko pero tiningnan niya lang ako ng masama habang nakaupo sa swivel chair niya.
Bastos.
"I know what you did." Kinuha niya ang isang folder sa cabinet niya. Pakealam ko?
"What did I do? Huh?" Wala naman talaga akong ginagawa. He just came in my house, early in the morning, accusing me that I did something that is not right.
Bullshit, right?
"Talking to your Tita Claire's daughter without my permission? Na-uh." Umiling-iling pa siya.
"And why is that!? Kelan pa naging mali na makipag-usap!?" Can't help to burst my anger to him.
Tumayo siya at tiningnan ako ng masama. Hindi ako magpapatinag kaya tiningnan ko lang din siya ng masama. How come na siya pa ang naging tatay ko? You know what? I'd rather be alone than to be with him.
"It's all wrong! Stephanie is not for you!" That. Calling her Stephanie is wrong.
"I didn't said she's mine." Cold kong sagot sa kanya. Ano bang pumapasok sa kokote ng isang to?
"But your acting like you owned her! Stop this stupidity my son. She's not yours anymore. She never became yours." Tiningnan ko siya ng mas matalim. Hindi ko inaasahan na sa kanya ko pa maririnig ang mga to. Walanghiya talaga.
"And besides.. Next month would be my wedding. And that girl? She's going to be your sister. So treat her like your sister." Inayos niya ang tux na suot niya at umupo ulit.
"I'll treat her whatever I want. Don't tell me what to do. You freak." Una. Unang beses ko siya na sabihan ng ganito at kausapin ng hindi maganda. Who cares?
"Bastos kang bata ka!" Told you. He'll be more mad at me.
"You talking to yourself? Ass." Nginitian ko siya at tinalikuran ko na. Umiinit lang ang ulo ko.
"Wag mo kong talikuran! Bryle!" Tss. Bahala ka dyan sa gusto mo. Nakakainis.
"Stop turning your back on me! I'm warning you, Bryle." Warning your goddamn face.
"Stop loving her." Those are the words that made me stop. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako tumigil. What? Dahil gusto kong malaman kung anong susunod niyang sasabihin sakin? Oh, please.
"She can't remember you. She don't know you--"
"I know." Pagpuputol ko. Ayoko ng marinig ang mga yun. Hindi na nila dapat ipamukha pa sakin.
I heard him sigh. "Please, I don't want you to suffer. Start a new life.. With us. With our new family. Start a new life with her. With the new her." You know, Dad? I can't.
"I can't." Hinawakan ko na yung doorknob pero bago ko pa mabuksan yung pinto ay nagsalita na naman siya.
"That explains everything. Go on, we'll talk tomorrow. This is a serious thing and it's all about you, my son." Napa-tss na lang ako at lumayas na ko sa lugar na yun.
Ano na bang dapat kong gawin ngayon? I don't have school. It's Christmas break at.. Oo nga pala. Birthday ko bukas. Birthday namin bukas. Pero, naaalala kaya niya?
Hay. Kung sana nandito si Baby Cola edi sana may kasama ako kahit papano. Kaso wala eh. Kinuha niya. Pero okay lang, at least hindi siya malulungkot pag mag-isa lang siya.
BINABASA MO ANG
Hatred (EXO FF) (FINISHED)
FanfictionI hate her. I hate her so much; to the point that I'll do everything for her.. For her to be happy. Even if I sacrifice my own happiness just for her.. I hate it. I hate this. I HATE THAT I LOVE HER.