The Dark Choice

chapter 34: Save yourself before saving anyone else

{17/04/2207}
{Some freaky hallway}
{11:26 pm}

Andriana stumbled across the hallway. The potion seemed to be wearing off by now. Though she felt dizzy, she continued to walk towards no where in particular. Hitting herself on the head several times she said," Stupid donkey! Why did you had to go ahead and kiss him like that?!?! Digging your own grave!! UGH!My life is a mixture of burned noodles and non-yeasted bread! Now i am hungry!"

She groaned loudly and frustratingly brushed her hair with her fingers. Slowly, she realized her mistake. The mistake she won't stop making again and again. Falling for jungkook all over again. She was drunk a few minutes ago but now, she feels the emotions.

How does it feel? How does it feel when someone you love doesn't care and leaves you? How does it feel when you finally remove your feelings and dump them like trash? How does it feel when you see the person whom you once loved , then hated, then forgiven and then removed, sitting on a chair, waiting for you? When they apologize for their deed years ago? And you smile because you had already forgiven them a long time ago? How does it feel to be sitting infront of him, smiling when in actual you just wanna grab a spoon and crush him for crushing you? How does it feel when you get to know that people played with your memory as if it was a game? How does it feel standing there witnessing the magical part of your life that people eliminated without considering you? When you cant take your own life decisions? How does it feel to be smiling while you are dying inside? Lastly, How does it feel when you express your love to him, and he replies with screaming on you?

Is that everyone's feeling? It feels as if you are breaking apart. And people dont help you because they cant see your pain or they are pretending not to. Turning a blind eye to someone is what humans do the best. Like accidentally stepping on an ant and not caring because that is normal for them. That is called inhumanity.

Andriana punched the wall with her fist. Once. twice. Thrice. Gradually, she fell on the floor, crying. She hugged her legs and cried as much as she could. Thats when she decided that she WILL eliminate the feelings forever. She will cry in future, but not because of him.

" Save yourself before saving anyone else."

That is what she will do. She has to make a strong will. She cant be weak anymore. She cant be dependant on Jungkook anymore. He is no superman and she is not his heroine. No more wandering around letting fate control her life. Now she knows the truth and the past. All she has to do is to make a better future. How hard can it possibly be?

She stood up and rubbed her eyes. She looked towards the hallway as she heard footsteps coming closer. Taking her wand out, she tried to remember today's lesson with the headmaster. Slowly, two shadows became clear. Squinting her eyes , Andriana recognised them.

Jimin and Taehyung.

When Jimin saw her, his eyes sparkled with anger and relief. he grabbed her by the shoulders and shaked her.

"Are you kidding me!?! Where did you go?? We have been desperatly (A/N: I almost wrote despacito...smh) looking for you!! FOR THE PAST 3 HOURS!! AND I WAS GONNA JUMP OF THE TOP TOWER IF WE DIDNT FIND YOU CAUSE THE HYUNGS WILL KILL ME ANYWAY!! I WILL KILL JUNGKOOK!! I WILL KILL EVERYONE!! I WILL MURDER EVERY FREAKING BREATHING THING ON THIS PLANET! HOW COULD YOU JUST GO AROUND THIS FLOATING CLOUD AT THIS HOUR?!? SONE KIND OF FREAKY CREATURE COULD HAVE CAUGHT YOU AND DEAR LORD THINK ABOUT WHAT THEY WOULD HAVE DONE TO YOU!!! YOU COULD BE THEIR SNACK!!! MAY BE A SNACK!! THEY COULD HAVE-"

Taehyung slapped jimin on his cheek. Jimin looked up, very offended and taehyung smiled.
" Go back to the room. And rest. Tell everyone she is safe and we will come back when we like it. Byeeee jimin~"