Chapter 22

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Both the two males were laying on the bed, their breaths the only sound heard. Mingyu stared at the mop of hair, tracing his fingers, moving the wet fringes away to reveal the wide forehead and the thick, black eyebrows. Wonwoo had his head on the other's chest, enjoying the movement which almost lullaby him to sleep. There was a soft growl which the omega ignored. Not Mingyu though. 'You hungry?'


Wonwoo lazily nodded and Mingyu moved a bit so he can sit up. 'I'll make us something to eat. Want anything in particular?


'Ramen.' Mingyu shook his head, of all the things he could think of, Wonwoo chose the one that was unhealthy. Rubbing the latter's head, Mingyu got out of bed. He would just have think of something later.


'I'll shower first. Stay right here 'kay? Don't throw stuff around.' Another nod and Mingyu made himself out of the room. On the bed, lying on his stomach unmoving, Wonwoo stared into space.


He  just slept with Mingyu. An alpha.


It wasn't as painful as he remembered. He didn't feel any tear, he didn't have any flashbacks. It hurt a bit and he still felt uncomfortable with his wet lower half but he was okay. Everything was calm. He no longer had those disturbing thoughts. No more emotional turmoil. He thought he had finally gone mad, that his mental had broke down because he couldn't take his medicine but that was not it. He realized it was the heat.


He remembered Soonyoung saying that omegas feel extra emotional and want to be touched during their heat. Guess his description was perfect. Wonwoo just experienced it first hand. His mental health wasn't helping him though, it only amplified the effect, much to his dismay. Now that he thought about it, when they first started dating, Soonyoung called him a few times during his heat crying. The smaller omega used to ask to be with him but Wonwoo basically told him to suck it up and get through it himself, in a gentle way though. And Soonyoung did that. Because Wonwoo was such an ignorant jerk of a boyfriend. He couldn't even survive his first three waves alone, he had no right to tell the other to do so. More so when he just slept with an alpha because he was too ashamed to touch himself. He remembered thinking it was his job to do so. He just prove to himself that he was now those omegas that he hated so much. He had no dignity. How pathetic of him.


'Wonwoo. You okay?' Mingyu's voice woke him from his dark thoughts.


'Uhm.'


'Go take a shower and meet me in the kitchen later. Shirts and pants are in the closet. Towel's on the desk.' Wonwoo got out of bed and started his way to the closet before stopping as he felt fluids down his thighs. Looking around for tissues, he grabbed a few and started to wipe himself, completely oblivious of the alpha staring back at him. He heard what seemed like a curse but ignored it to focus on his task. Suddenly being lifted, Wonwoo gasped in shock as he was carried to the bathroom.


'Shit. Sorry. I'll be back. Make sure to clean yourself as much as you can okay? Shit.' Mingyu handed him the shower before taking of the shower head. 'Here. Use this if you need. Sorry.' Wonwoo didn't really grasp the whole situation but he knew the alpha was preparing to leave again. He was putting on his jeans.


'Are you leaving??!' They already did it. Mingyu shouldn't leave him!


'Just for a bit.'


'Why? What bout food? You said-'


'Pharmacy. I need to get some pills for you. I messed up. I didn't know what I was thinking.'


'What pills?' Wonwoo stared at the alpha, holding his hand to stop him from going out the door. Mingyu stared back at him in confusion.


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