Captured ||Kylo Ren X Reader||

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It was the slight shaking you detected from the stormtroopers that indicated that Kylo had arrived. They were lined up prominently, blasters in hand and ready to subject to their Supreme Leader, despite him not even exiting his ship yet. You had heard the news of his homecoming the day prior, but the initial return marked the fourth day of his absence. You waited anxiously in the main halls of the Star Destroyer, rocking on your heels with your hands clung so tight behind your back that you were worried you'd dig holes into your palms.

You bit your lip and looked around nervously, waiting for the hiss of the opening of the ship door that would bring your Kylo back to you. At least, that is what he said he was to you. "Yours, Kylo Ren." In thinking about it you giggled, but returned your features to their previous stern expression when you saw a few generals looking at you, perplexed.

Finally, the sound of release came and you watched Kylo as he quickly exited the back of his ship as if he had been at the door waiting for it to open. A part of you wanted to run up to him and hug him, but the more appropriate half of you deemed that as embarrassing, especially in front of his highest ranking officials. He had lost his cape, but his eyes wandered across the crowd of stormtroopers aimlessly until they fell upon you, and you watched, for the first time, a genuine smile creep across his cheeks despite being in front of his army, whom he was supposed to be intimidating.

Hux had stepped up to him and opened his mouth to say something, but was quickly silenced and shunned away by Kylo's gloved fingers, giving him a motion to shut his mouth as he paced over to you.

You realized quickly that you did not fall in love with Kylo Ren, no. Kylo Ren would not have smiled in front of his disciples. Kylo Ren would have put his Commander's words at a top priority. Kylo Ren would not have searched for a Bounty Hunter on his ship before his Generals. No, you had not fallen in love with Kylo. you had fallen in love with Ben Solo, or Kylo. But not Kylo Ren.

You stared at him eagerly, waiting for permission to show some kind of affection.

"I return from four days without you and I don't even get a hug?" He smirked and opened his arms. You laughed and stood on the tips of your toes so that you could wrap your arms around his neck as he stuffed his face where your shoulder and neck met, snaking his arms possessively around your waist. You could feel the eyes staring at you, but you didn't care and you knew Kylo didn't either.

"I missed you." You whimpered into his shirt.

"I love you" He replied, ignoring your words entirely as he let you go.

You were saddened that the hug had ended so quickly, but you forced yourself to understand.

"do I get you to myself tonight?" You awaited his answer with secretly crossed fingers, watching him chuckle

"Of course you do." His smile quickly faded as he grabbed your arm and pulled you into the grey tinted hallway, away from the crowd as you stared at him worriedly. "what is it." he asked sternly

"what are you talking about?"

"Y/N I have seen every inch of your body. I know when something is wrong." You turned your head and crossed your arms, but he brought your chin back to him. " tell me. "

Your mind quickly tried to change the subject, so you smirked. "You said I had you all to myself?" You averted his question. " I have a few ideas of what we could do. "

"Don't do that." He shook his head and you could tell you should probably answer him Now before he got truly angry.

"I can't talk about it here." You looked around and readjusted your jacket. "Can we go to your quarters?"