Captured ||Kylo Ren X Reader||

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You sat cross legged in front of the large window, staring up at the stars and the passing planets.

It was almost therepudic. When you had your old ship, the Slave 2, every night you would put it into auto-pilot and crawl into your cot in the wall. It had its own personal window alongside it so you would sit there for hours just staring.

It was also at these times that you became your most emotional self. In these times alone, you realized that you truly were alone in the galaxy.

Sure, you saw hundreds of creatures and beings every day but they were all just passing faces. Nobody that would truly stay there forever.

But that's not how you felt now. 

Now, while you gazed out into the endless universe, you felt like you had found your place. You had Kylo, and it was all that mattered. You were finally happy and content, and to think;  all those years you spent Bounty Hunting and believing you were truly happy only to find that it was all just a cover up to hide the fact that you feel alone.

Your thoughts were interrupted by a sharp knocking on Kylo's quarter doors, startling you because usually nobody knew where Kylo's personal quarters were.

You stood up hesitantly and made your way to the door, opening it cautiously to find a female officer with an obviously nervous face.

"Good Afternoon, Miss Fett." She said shakily " Lord Ren has. . . Well he has fallen into a --" she hesitated and seemed to brace "he has begun a fit. And Captain Cardinal believes that you may be able to get through to him." She finished quickly

You giggled "okay, where is he?" You asked. This was going to be fun.

"We last saw him in the Elevator on the B-Unit. West Wing."

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"Kylo" You said after dismissing the trooper you had to escort you to the West Wing. You had never been there before.

He was not in the elevator any longer. Now he was control room, taking his anger out on the different gadgets and doo-dads. Sparks were flying but you didn't care, but after he heard your voice he stopped abruptly, but did not turn around. Only took a deep breath

"What are you doing here, Y/N. You should have stayed in my quarters" he growled slightly

You ignored him and took cautious steps up to him before touching his back slightly. He seemed mesmerized, but turned away from you.

"Kylo!" You repeated, eagerly.

"I'm sorry, Y/N. I can't do this right now." And with that, he disarmed his saber and walked away, leaving you to jump at the falling pieces of the control panel.

You couldn't believe it. He completely blew you off.

And you knew that if you could not get through to him, nobody could. And soon he would explode, costing who knows how many lives.

You scurried after him, trailing almost on his heels as he turned the corner. The first thing you noticed were his clenched fists.

"Kylo!" You called, and picked up your pace so that you could stop him in front of him. He looked up and around, rolling his eyes and sucking his teeth "talk to me! Please!" You pleaded.

He placed two gloved hands on your shoulders and gave you a look that can only be described as sadness overlooked by anger.

"You need to leave me alone. I'm serious about this," he said, and took his hands off of your shoulders, walking away.

You tried once more, and just walked with him. "I'm not going to leave until you tell me what's wrong!"

"You want to know what's wrong?" He snapped, stopping immediately and turning to you "You're my problem. Because I'm so damn in love with you! I want you so bad" he softened and whined "but you have to leave me alone, Y/N! Please!" He was going to leave but you caught his arm