Captured ||Kylo Ren X Reader||

LIII

"Its. . . magnificent" you stared at the black pillars in awe, draped and coated with the deep red lights that scattered across the tall boundaries. It differentiated from the last time you had been there, meaning that Kylo had customized it to fit his liking despite him never spending any time within its chambers.

Still, though, five differently armoured soldiers stood across the base of the staircase leading to the large throne. Each of them strong force users- even you, an untrained Jedi could feel the thickness and raw power permeating through the cold air.

There was an evil aroma around the entire chambers. It was distinct, nothing like Kylo's obvious gray aura and far more evil than Snoke's ever was. It was pure darkness, you knew it yourself and for some reason you could not sustain yourself from wanting more.

You felt Kylo's fingers curling around your waist, snapping you out of your daze. You snapped your lips back together, meeting eye contact with him as he stepped in front of you

"Do you like it?" He asked, letting go of you completely and motioning to his creation

"I--" you shook your head, still in shock at his creativity. The entire room screamed Kylo Ren. "Its incredible, even I can feel the power" you raised your eyebrows, scanning over the different Knights.

"I made this for us, Y/N"

Words that did not come easily. Your eyes snapped back to him immediately, and worry filled you all over again.

"What?"

some may find it ignorant that you did not expect such a proposal. You had been, after all, head over heels in love with the Supreme Leader of the entire galaxy for just about an entire year.

He took a step towards you, not daring to break eye contact as his gaze intensified.

"I asked you long ago to join me. You denied me then." He began, and you could already feel your heart beginning to pound harder, beating with every syllable that escaped his lips. "It has been an adventure with you by my side. One that I would not trade for the world"

You couldn't believe your ears. Kylo had surely said some sweet words. He has proved his affection and devotion numerous times but this was different.

"Kylo, what are you doing"

"Somebody once told me that the darkness in me was too powerful" he continued, his voice growing shaky and his lips quivering as he completely ignored your questioning. "That the only way the Force would become balanced once again was if Light came to meet it"

You licked your lips in anticipation. Your heart beat so fast that you were afraid the Knights may head it. Warmth filled your body.

"For the longest time I believed that the Dark Side was the only logical conclusion. I devoted myself to the Darkness because I wanted to prove to everybody that I was powerful. I gave everything to the Darkness, Y/N."

You knew his climax was among you. You swallowed the great lump in your throat, a pathetic attempt to control and conceal the unknown emotions flowing through you.

"And then I met you"

He spoke it with great passion. He meant every word he said and it broke your heart. or it could have been mending it. You couldn't decifer the two.

"And this last year you taught me that Darkness cannot strive without the light to balance it."

He grabbed your hands, folding your fingers along his palms as you felt his nervousness, his abrupt shakiness and obvious anxiety.