The Reasons Why {Jimin}

Reason 20

"I'm going to get ready. Suga you just sit down and chill" Jimin said with a wide smile before leaving me in the kitchen with a stranger. Seconds after Jimin left the room filled with silence. Suga sat down by the table and I followed not knowing what to do with myself.

"How long have you known Jimin?" I asked breaking the suffocating silence in the room.

"For a couple of years now" he answered simply. I looked at him with blank eyes. Did he not realize that this was awkward and that he needed to feed the conversation.

"Are things going better with you and Jimin?" Suga suddenly asked. I was a little taken back by the sudden personal question.

"I guess so" I answered quietly looking away from Suga's eyes feeling even more uncomfortable now that he had asked such a thing.

"Well it looks like it's going well" Suga commented.

"I can tell he's finally giving in" Suga said making me look at up him with furrowed brows. What was that supposed to mean.

"What?" I questioned.

"Well it looks like he's finally excepted his feelings towards you" Suga started with a smirk across his face. He leaned back in the chair with his arms crossed. He had a bored look across his face.

"I mean we all knew, have you seen the way he looks at you" Suga chuckled. I felt my heart warm up to the words he said. Did Jimin always like me in that way? Did I like him in that way too.

"Good he's figuring out what we all already knew" Suga laughed looking around the room probably hoping to see Jimin walking into the kitchen.

"Are you coming to the weeding?" I asked just trying to continue the conversation.

"I think I have to since I'm friends with Jimin" Suga joked with a smile on his face as he leaned his elbows on the table.

"You're probably excited about the weeding" Suga said probably hoping I was. I wanted to feel happy when I thought about it, but I only felt sadness fill me entire body.

I was about to answer a worried looking Suga but into the room stumbled a dressed and ready Jimin.

"We should probably get going" Jimin said sounding stressed.

"Where are you going ?" I asked and actually wondering.

"Going to the fitting. You know for the suit for the weeding" Jimin answered with a "duh" tone.

"Oh that's today" I said surprised.

"Yes, I think your mother is coming to get you soon as well" He said making me jump up from my chair feeling myself getting stressed as well.

"We should go" Suga said standing up from his chair.

"You're right" Jimin said stressed.

"I'll see you later Carmen. Good luck today" Jimin said before kissing me on the cheek as a goodbye. We both were a little taken back and surprised by the kiss. I felt myself blush and I could tell Jimin was surprised by his own actions.

"Good luck to you too" I said with a smile. Jimin and Suga made their way out of the kitchen and continued down to the front door leaving for the fitting.

I rushed into my room changing into some jeans and a white T-shirt. I found my black denim jacket quickly put it on. I ran into the bathroom splashing some water in my face. I put my hair in a ponytail, more than that I didn't have time for. The doorbell rang and I quickly ran to the door. As I opened the door I was meet with my mothers annoyingly wide smile.

"Come on Carmen we have to go" she rushed me as I put on my white puma shoes.

"I'm coming" I stressed.

I locked the door to the apartment and we both walked to the elevator.

"You could have dressed a little more appropriate" My mother complained at me.

"Sorry but I didn't have so much time this morning" I responded trying to sound as polite as possible.

The elevator doors opened and we both stepped inside. I pressed the button to the first floor. I was getting nervous. I hadn't seen the dress that Jimins mother had picked out for me. What if it was horrible. I doubt it since Jimins mother seems like she has good taste, but still, you never know.

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We quickly arrived at the dress store, since the store was only a five minute drive away from the apartment. I could tell it was an expensive store. Gorgeous dresses were on display in the windows.

We made our way into the store. The walls were white and decorated with patterns of gold. The floor was white marble.

"Hello there, you must be Carmen" a young blonde girl with blue eyes greeted us. She was wearing black suit pants with a white shirt with ruffles, and a black blazer.

"Yes that's me" I said trying to sound excited.

"Follow me and we'll find your dress" She said gesturing me to follow her and I did.

"You just sit down and relax" the lady said to my mother as we walked away.

We walked passed hundreds of dressed hanging across the store. There were everything here. Dresses like small girls dream of, to simple white dresses to dresses in black and red and orange. We stopped outside a fitting room.

"The dress is in there. You just put it on and yell if you need me" the girl said with excitement all over her face. I nodded with a fake smile.

I made my way into the dressing room where the dress hung. I took a deep breath before turning to see it.

When my eyes landed on the dress it was actually very pretty. It had a sweetheart neckline, tight fitted with small very light pink roses starting at the lower bottom and filling the bottom trail of the dress. It was a mermaid dress style dress.

I undressed myself and put the dress on. I zipped myself up not really wanting that overly excited blond girl to help me right now.

I turned to the mirror. It looked amazing. It hugged every part of my body perfectly. It was so perfect. As my eyes landed on my face I saw the tears running down my cheeks. But they weren't tears of happiness it was tears of sadness. I can't do this.

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