The Reasons Why {Jimin}

Reason 25

Jimin walked with harsh steppes towards Hoseok. The sound of his feet meeting the floor echoed trough out the whole shop. I jumped slightly with each step. I jogged up behind him hoping I could stop him from doing something stupid.

"What are you trying to say?" Jimin asked harshly standing right in front of Hoseoks face. Hoseok looked at him blankly.

"I'm saying that Carmen needs to work late tomorrow" Hoseok said blankly even if we all knew that wasn't what he meant. Jimin had anger all over his face.

"No that's not you meant with your fucking words just seconds ago" Jimin spat at him.

"Jimin stop" I sighed tugging his arm slightly.

"No, this asshole thinks he knows you and that he's your new freaking boyfriend after a day" Jimin said obviously angry in his tone now standing even closer to Hoseok who now also looked pissed off.

"But he's not my boyfriend" I stated trying to end this stupid thing.

"You are" I said hoping that was what Jimin wanted to hear.

"Let's just go" I sighed tugging Jimin away from Hoseok as hard as I could.

"I'll see you tomorrow Carmen" Hoseok commented so stupidly as Jimin and I walked out. I looked back at Hoseok with furrowed brows and a confused look on my face. What was his problem.

As we stepped outside rain was pouring from the sky.

"What was that?" I asked Jimin like it was all his fault, when I knew it really was mine, but he had been the one to overreact.

"He was trying to do something back there" Jimin said loudly pointing to the cafe.

"Well it's not working so just let it go home, ok?" I said starting to walk away with the rain soaking me as soon as I started to walk.

"Why do you always have to walk away from situations?" Jimin asked so rudely behind me. I stopped in the middle of the sidewalk, crossing my arms. I really just wanted to continue walking pretending like that comment was nothing but it really hurt to hear that from him.

"Because no one cares to try to understand!" I turned to yell at him with anger filling my who body.

"It's easier to walk away than being judged" I sighed hoping that he didn't notice that tears were rolling down my cheeks. I hoped he would only think it was the rain on my face but with a shaky voice it gave it away.

"I want to understand, but you don't let me in" Jimin argued walking towards me, I took a few steps back but quickly stopped when I realized I didn't want to walk away this time.

"How can I when I'm afraid" I sighed not really knowing if what I said made sense to anyone else than myself.

"Afraid of me?" Jimin asked worried as he stopped a few inches away from me.

"No, afraid of my whole life. Afraid this is the wrong ting to do" I said with a shaky voice turning away from Jimin scared I would hurt him with my words. I knew he wanted it to work but I didn't know if I was able to do that.

"We're both just being forced to love each other!" I said loudly throwing my hands up feeling the weight being lifted off my shoulders with each word, but also sad that Jimin had to hear my deep dark thoughts like this.

"What if we only pretend this is all working out and one day we wake up and realize that we've ruined each others life" I sobbed shaking my head while I buried my face in my hands. It all was just running out of my mouth and I didn't know how to stop it, and I didn't know if I wanted to stop it.

"I'm never going to pretend I love you Carmen" Jimin said his voice so soft it broke my heart that I had said all of those things in front of him. His cold hans wrapped around my waist as he laid his hands in the crock of my neck.

I just cried as hard as I could as he spoke the words I never thought I would hear. It was a mix of the rain falling on us washing away all the sadness of the streets and the feeling of being understood by the only one I really cared about. It felt like I had found something great as we stood in the pouring rain.

I turned to Jimin who looked at me so sweetly.

"Carmen" Jimin breathed.

"I'm sorry it took so long, so many years for me realize that I truly do love you with all my heart and soul" Jimin said with a look in his eyes that was so meaningful and kind. I finally knew what I had felt all along wasn't confusing or just liking him it was way stronger than that.

I ran my fingers trough his wet hair with a smile on my face.

"I love you too Jimin"

Those words had never been so true.

A/N
So dramatic and romantic (maybe) (remember to vote!)