The Reasons Why {Jimin}

Reason 33

Jimin p.o.v

We stumbled back into the apartment. I was happy I had convinced Jin to get in touch with our company and works together on a future project, but I wasn't happy about Jungkook putting on his charming asshole suit and talking to Carmen. I knew it would only spark an disagreement if I talk to Carmen about so I let those feelings go during our ride home. But if I saw Jungkook again, I would tell him to back off, and find another guys girl to steal. Carmen was mine and I never wanted to she her with any other guy, and definitely not an asshole like him.

Not much had been said on our way home. I guess we both were tired after a long day of both work and this short lived event. Or maybe she thought I acted strange as we left, which I did. I was trying to hold my jealousy back after I saw her speaking to Jungkook, and Jungkook being so confident as he did so.

I kicked off my shoes in the hallway, whiles Carmen walked straight down to her room closing the door behind her.

"I guess I'll see you tomorrow" I said lowly with a laugh. I could understand if she was tired and wanted to go to sleep. I continued my way down the hallway and into my room closing the door behind me.

I didn't think I would be ready to marry someone, ever. I couldn't lie and say that I was ready just a few months ago, because I wasn't. I used to live my life with a new girl every week but after these experiences the last months, and realizing that Carmen is the best person I've ever meet, marriage is something that feels right. It's not like Tae changed everything, but he did open my eyes that night. After realizing what we really were heading towards, it was time for us to change, and I'm happy things are going better.

I threw my jacket on the chair by the door. I unbuttoned my shirt taking it off quickly desperately wanting to put on some comfier clothes. I threw the shirt on the chair as well not caring to clean my room up tonight.

Soft knocks came from the door behind me. I turned with a smile appearing on my face knowing it was Carmen.

"Yes?" I said getting excited to know what she wanted so late at night. The door creeped open and Carmen's head popped in. She looked nervous and unsure. My smile became more faint as I really started to wonder what she wanted.

"Can I come in?" She asked sweetly.

"Of course" I responded looking at her with excited eyes.

She tiptoed into my room for the first time. She only had a long grey t-shirt on with her hair in a low ponytail. She looked even more hot with just a T-shirt on.

She walked towards the bed and sat down as she eyed down my room. It wasn't much to look at. My walls were dark grey with weird paintings on them that didn't make sense. My bed had black bedding and a dark wooded dressed stood across the bed.

"I imagined it to be messier" Carmen commented. I let out chuckle. She was right, it usually was messier.

"Can I ask why you came here tonight?" I asked walking towards the bed she was sitting on.

"Well I just thought that-" she started fiddling with her hands nervously. I sat down besides her with my eyes glued on her.

"Thought what?" I asked with a smirk on my face as I watched her being so nervous.

"We could sleep, you know, together, here tonight" She was able to mutter out.

"You want to sleep in my bed, with me?" I asked waiting for her reaction to my joking but intimidating words.

"Don't say it like that" she said looking up at me with a smile as she punched me loosely on my upper my arm.

"Well that is what you're suggesting" I jokingly replied as I smiled at her.

"yes I want to, do that" she said knowing it sounded strange.

"Well that would be my pleasure" I finally answered her question. She laughed and shook her head showing she was done with my strange behavior.

With a quick motion I placed arms around her forcing us both down on the bed. Carmen let out a loud giggle as she fell down on the bed. I was meet with her beautiful mesmerizing eyes as we laid on the bed. How I was able to meet such an amazing girl is still unbelievable and I, at times didn't think I deserve a girl like her.

I moved closer to her kissing the tip of her nose. She let out giggle at my actions, and blushing slightly.

"When I came in here, I meant sleeping here, not lay here on top do the bed all night" Carmen joked.

"I like having you in my arms, on top of my bed" I responded with a smile.

"Well I like laying under the covers when I sleep" Carmen explained with a duh tone.

"I do too, but right now I would just like to lay here and admire you" I said making Carmen lose eye contact with me and blush even more.

"You look cute when you're blushing" I complimented.

"Thanks" She said awkwardly not knowing what to say.

"Maybe we should get under the covers, it's been a long day" I said changing the subject.

"I think that sounds good" Carmen responded with her contagious smile. God, I loved her so much.

A/N
I know I usually update almost everyday but I was busy with exams and sleeping over at my friends house so.... (remember To vote!)